-afraid.

2007-03-20T20:20:00.000+08:00

hey there people..
this entry is gonna be long..
as it combines yesterday's [19th] and today's [20th]
first day of school was great!!
i reached school at around 8.25 with shuhada
actually i wanted to sms rockstar that i've reached..
but i forgot that my prepaid is now low T.T
so yea.. when i stepped in the school
as i walked in to go up to the hall..
i waved to yan hao and debbie
and guess what they reacted in return?
"oh hey you ira u bloody!"
i was like..woah woah woah. chill people
so i asked why they called me that
they said "your acelearn la.. top the class twice! u pro sia!"
me? pro? haha. you're talking to the wrong person :D
it should be eunice tan cui lin xD

and grr. got to know that we need to change timetable AGAIN
but still, we had art , math & homec yesterday
before i continue.. i didn't get to see rockstar =(
sigh i miss him terribly

alright.. let's start with art
hmm.. hand in my file with holiday homework
oh wow i scored 15/20!!
well.. i just expressed my feelings and put it in words xD
skip skip skip

maths, hmm..headache. grrr
equations+algebra=unloved. too bad xD

homec.. ms jocelyn tay came in :]
so as usual..had theory..boring..zz
but her lessons are the only times we get break in between the 2 hours =D
so yea.. after that ms lydia li came in..zzz
boring..haha
ended at 2pm.

oh yes before i forget, happy belated birthday christabel xD
hmm..yea i followed elizabeth to the library..
nothing better to do so i waited for rockstar
awww..then he met me at the library
he skipped his lesson.. haha naughty :P

okay enough about on the 19th..

today's post [20th march]
i kinda declare today as the miserable day
i never see my dearest rockstar for the whole day
actually i was in a good mood just now
until... misery striked me
no wonder, rockstar told me what happened to him
no wonder i felt sad and angry..
i can feel how he feels :'(
sigh.. i miss him badly
right now i feel like crying..
well, he told me to leave him alone..
i put myself in his shoes.. i know how he feels
but.. i am here for him..i'm here to put his misery to end
but.. sigh.. ='(
is it really my fault? but i didn't do anything..
i apologise for everything.. i take the blame dear
sorry =(
well.. i hope we last long..two more weeks left.
i need to go get that thing by 2nd april
hmm..still have time to save up x)
i love that rockstar of mine &hearts;

moral of the day: don't let anger get the best out of you
[is it like that? haha =x]

and oh yea, did i tell u that nowadays i've been starving myself?
i just ate and i still feel hungry..hmm..hais
i think my mum doesn't seem to care
she discourages me to eat
therefore, i'm getting skinnier
i'm shrinking.
sheesh.

2007-03-16T17:41:00.000+08:00

hey people.. i'm back to update..
i realise that.. not many are here to visit..
according to the no. of people tagging..
hmm.. maybe i close down my blog next month.. =x
well.. i've been noticing it..
nevermind, as for now.. i update =]

so what's up with me during the holidays?
well.. nothing much.. but.. here goes..
10th-12th...stuck at home..GRRR!
eh. i think 13th also.. =x
14th march! happy belated birthday shuhada!
and afif!
heh heh. yea.. went out.. finally.
to causeway with luqs & sazri & shuhada
hahahahaha. they're like wasting time.. but in the end..
manage to grab a bite :D

15th march? i just went out to yew tee with rockstar..
chatted with him..about what happened..
and the past few days went sour..
but in the end.. we understand each other &
back to normal! =) phewww~

TODAY .. 16TH!
hmm..had tuition.. planned to go out with rockstar..
but in the end he's going out with family..
awww.
so in the end.. here i am.. no one's free today
it's friday.. well.. hais.. holidays are ending soon..booo

alright.. i updated.. stop here for now..
sayonara people =)

IRA! (:

2007-03-13T21:51:00.000+08:00

HEY. i just did a survey out of boredomness..haha
check it out:

1) What is your phone brand?
> NOKIA :D

2) What are the last 3 digits of your
mobile number?
> 566

3) What does the 2nd message in your
inbox say?
> i cleared my inbox -.-

4) Who's the first person who comes up
under the letter M?
> may-en =D

5) Who's the last person you rang?
> my dearest rockstar? think so.

6) Who was your last missed call from?
> bro -.-

7) Who's the 2nd person who comes up
under D?
> my aunt

) What does the last message in your
inbox say?
> i cleared my inbox.. tu pon tk phm2 ke?

9) Who comes up under J?
> Joanna, Jun yee, jelyn, jonathan, javan, jie xin, joel.. all from 2-5 =D

10) Go to your Sent Items - what does
the 10th message say?
> i cleared every msg la gundu! =.=

11) Who's the 4th person who comes up
under S?
> Shuhada! syafiqa! syafizah! sylvia! my mum! syahirah! LOL either one. xD

12) What's your network provider?
> singtel

13) How many messages are currently in
your inbox?
> 0 eh. i told u already. i cleared it =.=

14) What do you have as your wallpaper?
> the theme.

15) Who's the 2nd person who comes up
in r?
> BELOVED ROCKSTAR <333> ?

17) Who is the last person under P?
> prepaid hotline -.-

18) Who's the first person who comes up
under C?
> carlo

19) How many bars of signal do you
currently have?
> what?

20) What do you have as your main
ringtone?
> avril lavigne - girlfriend :P

rahhhhhs. holidays are the worst things i can ever experience in my life
damn boredddddd sitting at home. doing hmwk? wth
can't even go out..grrr sad yea? hais. nvm
i'm losing my mind.
thinking about rockstar. i need him 24/7

-ira!
p.s happy birthday to all march babies.. herman, verna & shuhada!! =D

13 march 07 8.51pm

2007-03-12T17:19:00.000+08:00

in the end i never go out..
well, went to pasarmalam to be exact
but wait, who wants to go there during hols!?
i wanna go OUT! as in.. to town! :D
oh yes. with friends..of course (:
with family? oh pleasee..
macam je die0rng nak pergi..
die0rng tk supporting uhh!
they're not outgoing seh.. like.. hello it's holidays!
can't we go out and enjoy? -.-

i'm done with homeworks! actually..85% done :D
~~maths~~
maths acelearn[one more quiz to go]
~~eng writing~~
~~grammar~~
mly wkbk[almost =P]
~~geography~~
ART!
2-5! science got homework? no? oh study for blood test!
home econs? don't think so
music? who cares? lol
literature? don't think so.

alright.. i think that's all for today..
what a boring day! sigh..
saturday, sunday & monday..
three boring days in a row. great. more to come

-ira misses r0ckstar so much xD

2007-03-11T22:37:00.000+08:00

I'M BORED :D

i so miss rockstar <3>

2007-03-10T22:11:00.000+08:00

i love rockstar :D
4th feb 07 <3
us foreverrrrrr can? x)
xoxo,
his star girl :P

i am so in need of you now.
cos i sooo miss you can?

ohhh back to business :]
today is really all about playing computer all day..
damn boring, i tell you
especially without the scent of rockstar..ahhh!
haha. he is my addiction (:
and ohh..my BIRTHDATE says i'm compatible to
someone who is born on the 5th, 14th or 23rd of any month..
guess what?? my rockstar was born on 14th may..cool eh :D
we're compatible! haha =D
okay okay stop. i can't seem to stop talking about rockstar.
heh. da da.. erm.. yea.. next week gonna have tuition
for THRICE [pay back ah..]
oh i change my blog song! hope you guys like it =]
i totally changed the genre, oh yes i know ^.^
and oh, my results went up by 4% only..compared to sec 1 finals..
4 subjects went up.. while 4 subjects went down..
how disappointing.. sigh :(
i'm gonna work hard.. not to please anyone..but to please myself
i need more As! *gasps*

and oh!! my mum told if on monday she's not lazy..
she's gonna ajak me go vivo or bugis!! how cool!!
i never go bugis before seh. vivo only once aje. lagipon last nov&dec pergi
hur hur. im so pathetic la seh.. other ppl go town like.. all the time til they get bored
while im not bored of it. i hardly been there.
most likely u guys will see me in sch or at home.
boring right? well , that's my life.
but yea.. i'm loving my life.. only because of rockstar :D
and many close friends whom i adore :D
thank you! (:

theres no one in this world who can replace you my love.
ira~

2007-03-08T19:19:00.000+08:00

RANDOM QUESTIONS!! HEHE

have u ever been so obsessed with somebody?
to me, it's kinda freaky.. not that good.. not that bad either.. well that's my say.. how about yours?
rockstar agrees with me :D [like duh..hehe]

do you think ppl care about global warming even though it's affecting us?
well, some people yes while others... no.. what about u?

describe 5 words of your life
tiring, fun, emo, desperate & last but not least..ROCKSTAR! =D

what do you do during your free time?
no free time. ohhh!! rockstar x)

current song playing?
on my mind - new found glory [i dedicate this to ♥rockstar :P]

alright, enough of random questions.. now.. lyrics to the song!!

i present to u... on my mind by new found glory!!

Let's make a date out of the cinema
Then stay out till early in the morning
I always like it cause we take it slow
While everyone around us seems so hurried
It feels familiar, cause I've been here before
When your words
Swept the ground right from under me
Remember when you were so insecure
Now you can't get your hands up off of me

But the time we spent was so short
Can't believe it's time to go again

You're always on my mind, all the time
On my mind, believe it
You're always on my mind, all the time
On my mind, believe it

Can we pick it up where you left off
When you said you'll never get over me
I'll take for granted every roll off your tongue
Cause you're screaming out all your honesty

But the time we spent was so short
Can't believe it's time to go again

You're always on my mind, all the time
On my mind, believe it
You're always on my mind, all the time
'Cause there's nothing I'd rather think about,
believe it, believe it

You know it's time,
You see the bags at the door
I'm minutes away from departing
In exchange for a few last words
Will never be enough for me

You're always on my mind, all the time
On my mind, believe it
You're always on my mind, all the time
'Cause there's nothing I'd rather think about,
believe it, believe it

You're always on my mind
On my mind, believe it
But the time we spent was so short
Can't believe it's time to go again
(You're always on my mind, all the time
On my mind, believe it
You're always on my mind, all the time
On my mind, believe it)[to fade]

yours truly,
-ira (:
psst.. i miss that rockstar of mine :P
u better take care of yourself.. sigh x(

2007-03-05T20:53:00.000+08:00

monday.. haiya monday blues
i started off the day by being so kelam-kabut
yea.. i haven't do finish geog =.=
so i sms shuhada saying that i'll be a lil late =X
sorry dearie.. hehe
hais.. so at mac i did my geog..
at around 8.10 we went off to school..
oh ya.. something funny happened before that..
hehe..ADA! IT REALLY MADE MY DAY!! THANK YOU!!
hehe..I'M STILL LAUGHING COS OF THAT!! HAHAHAHA
so yea.. today was an okay day..
AND OH OH! WE HAVE TWO NEW CLASSMATES!!
NAMES: SKY & RACHEL
FROM KOREA (:
WELCOME TO TWO-FIVE!! HOPE U ENJOY UR STAY =D
NOW WE HAVE 28 GIRLS 12 GUYS = 40!!!

maths - alright..transformation & formulae [?] sucks
music - mdm poh is stupid =.=
recess - ran with shuhada xD 5 rounds
cct - watch LOTR , chiong my geog
science[bio] - watch digestion[disgusting] &
circulatory system
geog - average.. nth much to say.. lol

hais.. my parents don't allow me to go out during
the upcoming holidays.. sigh.. study all the way..
fine, i'll do it.. for the sake of improving
my grades and going to a good sec3 class
AND ACHIEVERS TEA!! OH YES!! I SOOO WANT IT!

here are my results:
eng c6 [=.=] [aiming for b3]
maths a1 [must maintain] [aiming for a1]
mt b4 [must improve] [aiming for b3]
science f9 [wth] [aiming for c5]
lit c6 [will try harder..] [aiming for b4]
geog a2 [must improve] [aiming for a1]
art b4 [average..can be abit better] [aiming for b3]
homec b3 [average] [aiming for a2]

average 61.5% BADDDDD =(

alright people. i'll end here. byebye & take care*
-ira (:

i won't ever forget my rockstar..
even though i must leave him..
i will never forget him..
i will never forget his affection towards me,
in my heart i still believe..
but it has to end.
i love you

2007-03-04T14:35:00.000+08:00

hello readers (:
this is my update for the day..
hmm i woke up at 7.15 .. yeap early i know..
why? cos i have religious classes to attend [9-12]
so yea.. and my dad's not gonna send us there..
so me & my bro have to go there by ourselves..
the thing is, it's at woodlands centre
and i'm like, oh god.
so yea.. that's the reason why i've to wake up early
have to shower.. eat breakfast.. wear clothes..
prepare.. blah3..
so by 8.15 we're already in the mrt
we alighted at kranji
then.. cross the road.. to the bus stop there..
waited for the bus.. haiyaaa.. so slow T.T
at around 8.25 then bus 178 arrived. we boarded it.
so yea..by 8.45 i was already waiting to go in my class
and i'm like.. so early! [trust me..]
so early that.. it wasn't open when i reach =.=
oh well, good to come early =)
and oh! najiha tapped me on the back xD
heh. so yea.. lesson starts at 9 sharp..
blah3.. it was abit boring.. & damn i was sleepy!
didn't get to pay much attention though..
cos i forgot about my specs! ughhh. forgetful me!
sighhhhh.. i even thought about my rockstar..
who i'm still thinking about.. aww i miss him <3>tough luck.
and oh yea, my dad's going taiwan soon..
for dont know how many months..
oh yes.. i'll miss you daddy!! =D
the positive thing is that i am free to go wherever (:
provided that my mum work either in the morning
or afternoon shift. hehe jahatnye ira! xP
awww. he's not gonna top up my phone
he said he want me to go buy those top up cards..
alright then x) but where to get the money? heh
i need like.. atleast $30 for two weeks
control your smses girl!
i wish x)
so yea..BACK TO MY STORY! LOL
met up with my bro downstairs..
then waited for the bus.. haiyaaa. so slow
i kinda hate waiting for buses =x
so yea.. finally bus 913E came..
and we're off to causeway point! aka woodlands mrt
so yea.. boarded the mrt.. alighted at yew tee mrt
oh yay home sweet home (:
so yea... reached home at around 12.40
it was kinda a half an hour trip..
and oh god.. please stop my headache.. oh pls..
and oh, can i end my story here?
nothing much happened after that
i'm just typing this out after doing my acelearn
OH YAHOOO!! ATTENTION CLASS 2-5
ms ong said that math quiz will be postponed
pls read the msg at acelearn..(:
alright. gotta go. take care*

i miss my rockstar
i love my rockstar
can't wait for tomorrow
so that i'm able to see him x)
xoxo, his star girl (:
p.s have i mentioned that it's our anniversary today?
happy one month dear (:
may we last longer. heh. xD

2007-03-03T15:12:00.000+08:00

i'm back to blogging for the day..
hmm.. yea i'm still thinking about my beloved rockstar..
oh yes, i love him to the core.. i'm missin him too =(
sigh, it's always my fault.. i know..
i am so sorry dear.. =(

*cough cough* sigh i hate coughing..
don't worry, it's minor.
and oh, gotta go get ready for tuition now..
byebye*

-in my heart, i still believe.. we were meant to be..
together..-

StarGirL-iRa x(

2007-03-03T11:51:00.000+08:00

today's entry is dedicated to my love, rockstar

dearest rockstar.. i'm so sorry..
to u ppl there.. i'm selfish and demanding i know..
but i wanna quit those two..i'm trying..
pls give me your support..
i hope dear will support too...

sigh.. i've hurt him.. just now.. i made him pissed..
there were alot of times he's angry.. i consoled him..
now that's what i call 'in the name of love'
cos i love him..i did that for him..

am i a jinx[bad luck] dear?
i'm trying dear.. i wanna change.. i wanna keep
all those things u like about me.. and throw away
my selfishness and demanding side..
dear.. i just want u to noe i'm still here for u..
maybe i don't deserve to have u?
i may not be the one.. but u noe u still have me..
i still love u rockstar..

[oh tuhan ku cinta dia.. berikanlah aku hidup..
takkan ku sakiti dia.. hukum aku bila terjadi......]

if u were really to leave me one day.. is it really worth it?
i may never find someone like u..
cos you are one of a kind..please don't leave me..
i wanna be yours from 040207 til forever

maybe this is just one of our DOWNS in a relationship..
i hope we'll make it through together.. didn't we promise that?
i hope u haven't forgotten about it..
you said you don't wanna lose me cos of your anger..
sigh.. i'm really sorry dear.. please forgive me?

& i'll still be here for u.. i will help u control your anger..
rockstar, maybe u'll never noe what i'm thinking..

[I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you...]

i love you. <3 mwahs

2007-02-28T21:04:00.000+08:00

hello!! yay i'm back xD
ytdae, on the 27th.. i was like so damn sick
fever.. throat infection =.= owww my voice.
so i was absent for one day. actually two days!
but i miss everyone like thiiiiiiiiiissssssssssss much
so i came xD hehe. i'm so degil la. hehe just like what rockstar said xD
i was in bed for like.. from 11-6 =.= 7 hours in bed!
okay. stop talking about tuesday..
[and oh, happy 2 mths to my fone nokia 5300 <3 hehe]

TODAY AKA 28TH! the last day of feb.. finally =D
wahhhh. faster feb over leh. haha feb is like.. the worst month ever
misery loves me. totally =.=
so yea.. i went to sch with shuhada.. oh yay she missed me! hehe
wahhhh. alot of ppl miss me.. hehe thanks (:
and oh, so glad to see my rockstar again (:
and liyana too! and everyone else! hehehehe they're love <3
so yea.. blah3.. got to know my results all those..
they're all damn lousy! haiyaaaa..
here they are so far:
eng - 55 [c5]
maths - 84 [a1]
mt - 60 [b4]
geog - 73 [a2]
art - 62 [b4]

three more subjects yet to know the scores..
sigh.. bad bad.. need to improve more.. and yea..
i'm aiming for achiever's tea la seh.. my bro got it last year
[my bro is currently slacking though]
so this year IS DEFINATELY MY YEAR! YEAHHH xD

so yeah.. after sch.. waited for rockstar.. he's late xP hehe
awwww. miss him la can? heh
so yea.. shuhada blanje me mcdonalds.. hehe
cute la die tu xD hehe.. yea i invited her to my house..
we reached my doorstep already.. guess what?
a black and white cat was on a chair outside my house! SLEEPING!
lol. didn't manage to take a pic.. aww.. but its cute xD
i loveeeee cats. lol dont know why i was afraid to go near it
i think its because i'm afraid it'll attack me all of a sudden =.=

so blah3.. skip la.. lazy to type what really happen..
haha.. funny moments with shuhada..HAHA
and thanks aunt for giving me $4.. awww (:

so skip3.. something personal..

to my rockstar.. awww.. i love u too dear. but... don't let me be the reason why you're slacking
i'm not prepared for the worse.. YET. but i know we're able to make it through whatever (:
so i'm just praying hard that nothing will separate us. god bless (:

StarGirL-iRa (: <3

2007-02-24T21:53:00.000+08:00

hello people. i've got something serious to talk about here
sec 2 streaming.. how? easy? difficult?
depends though. study hard people.. you'll get your dream class (:
hope not to see u in my next year class. hehe xP
i'm aiming for 3-8 can? sigh. hopefully..
oh god, please guide me through and help me get my A1s..
i'm despo for A1 in maths[done that] , geog
a2 for lit , b3 for sci&mt , the rest atlst a pass la can?
hmm.. gotta really prepare for the worst now..
i'm scared.. sigh
off to sleep now. ciao.
-iraaa ):

2007-02-23T18:33:00.000+08:00

okay so.. school is fine today..as per normal i went with shuhada
when i reach sch.. okay i saw liyana and ain going in the parade square..
so i approached them.. and..
liyana,, i just want u to know that u still have SLS
and twofive '07 with u aite?
okay? cheer up babehhh. rmbr.. anything just tell me aite?
i'm here for u =D
sigh.. february.. let's see..
it's like the most depressing month ever!
it has more downs than ups..
people around me are upset.. cos of love
is it really worth it?
now i feel i'm the odd one..cos i have rockstar with me
i'm so so so sorry girls.. but i'm still here for u (:
i will never forget my girlfriends.. guyfriends..old friends..
ROCKSTAR! good friends.. best friends.. oh have i mention rockstar?
hehe. yes i know, i'm lame [take note, hock huey! hehe]
so here i am. and i OFFICIALLY declare february, the worst month ever
in 2007.. yup. agree? =]
awww. i miss rockstar x'(

misery is my language. sad is my partner. solitude is my fate. depression is my boyfriend. [copyrighted, ira (:]

more updates in the future.
ciao readers (:

-iraaaa :]

p.s to shuhada: i'm here for you always. u can have my shoulder dearie (:

2007-02-21T17:25:00.000+08:00

hello sexy people (:
ahhh. school was alright.normal.average.
read on..

i woke up at 6.05am
gosh, 5 min later than usual! heh
i was so damn sleepy! heh
i watched gol&gincu last night at suria
kinda shyiok =D

so yeah.. i met shuhada at yew tee mrt there..
while walking, i was thinking about rockstar.
sigh.. miss him so much x(
and worried about him too. awww~

at around 7.08, shuhada reached by mrt (:
i was like.. YAY! OMG HUGS!! HAHA
i so miss her can? i hugged her. yeap x)
now, where's my liyana?! haha

okay, skipped!
reached sch at 7.20.. saw my rockstar..hais!

first period, maths. did acelearning..wth
got 7th in class. lewis beat me. or else i 6th la!
=( lost my 100%.. stupid algebra.
boring. second period, mt.
sian like hell..i didnt do well for mt test! x(

recess time. yay ika tegur me (:
she so damn pretty & tall can? envy u la babe xD
class contact time, nth much hppnd.
same old boring stuffs. and reminders.

after that, home econs. 2 hours of homec
damn tired la.. so i thought of sleeping throughout
but..haiya. didnt =.= lol sylvia&caryn&jelyn slept!
haha. cute la their expressions =D
when caryn woke up, i was like 'wow u look like a zombie!' =x
after homec, eng ah.. sian

so while waiting for ms joy tay..
we camwhored xD haha.. i'll put the pics below x)
eng not so boring.. cos we were talking about..
VELAN'S UNDERWEAR OR PE SHORTS.. NEVER WASH FOR A MONTH!
EEEEWWW STINKS! =x
sorry velan =x

let's have a debate.
topic: are your best friends, really your true friends?
hmm.. let's see. u think about it. tmr's post shall be about this then

ciao.
stargirl-ira (: misses rockstar so much
that she can't live without him. but now,
everything is a beautiful disaster in my life
i'm sorry, it's all my fault
i'll wait for rockstar..
hope he'll wait for me
even if he has someone else,
i'll continue waiting~
-still lovin him-

here i am..
back to the way it was..

pictures i took today =)

liyana breakdance! xD

caryn&me,,yea we sit beside each other in class

me&hock huey -14s- haha!

-me, yours truly- where's rockstar? =(

okays. thats it. toodles =D

2007-02-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

hey people (:
oh wow, my third post for the day x)
hmm..so yea..let's sum up today shall we? haha
i woke up at around.. 8?
play comp all the way..
in the mid, i bathe ah.. haha i stink xP
after that.. get ready for tuition..
so i did my maths la.. left two more qns! haha
so yea.. had tuition from 11 to 1.30
did maths.. then bio =.=
my headache starting to kill me at that time..
i thought i'll feel better after awhile..
but no no, its not.
so yea.. i was online..from 2 to 6?
wow. long hours. better stop the habit syahirah!
haha. so yea..
the day went normal i guess..
i was feeling damn depressed..
but these people really made me happy: rockstar, maui girl,
gothika, weiqin, may-en
and all those who tagged! thanks alot..mwahs!
and now, night time. sigh..sch tmr..sian la!
longer hols can? sigh..
so yea. that's about it.
gonna go watch gol&gincu the series at suria now.
byebye
muchloves-
-iraaa (:

2007-02-20T16:03:00.000+08:00

hey i decided to blog again..
hmm.. omg i suddenly feel the need to eat more chocs! oh no
oh yes alright =) haha
so i finished tuition already.. at around 1.40
and im back to blogging.. 2nd for the day (:
maybe i should really dedicate myself to be a full-time blogger (:
weeee. haha i hope its possible x)
so yea..

right now i'm just eating my late lunch.. while resting..
i'm also chatting with my rockstar aka guardian angel (:
okay i'm done with the eating..
hmm.. i really like communicating with this blog
even though its not so personal and private..
i can really let out my feelings here.. cause it's MY blog, MY say
got it? yup xD

and oh, i so miss shuhada. i want to camwhore with her la!
haha. shes my camwhore partner. i still remember my boring face..
and she took it! >=( haha grr. heh
sigh.. memories.. they're never meant to stay like that forever..
it's just part of your past.. it's up to you to decide..
if u wanna forget it or not.. but they're worth remembering (:
weeets.

and oh, i look so ugly in those pics. as in, my phone's gallery
so here i am, camwhoring alone. *think about shuhada & liyana*
sigh, wonder what they're doing right now..
school resumes tomorrow, oh god.. but still,
i'm able to see my loved one &hearts;
i really hope to be myself tomorrow..
no more sad2 face.. no more suicidal thoughts. to me & u readers! aites?
deal. haha..maybe not that easy for me uhh..
sorry =x

back to my guai kia side, i can concentrate better on my studies (:
so now.. i have to think about which class suits me best next year?
should i drop maths and take lit? if it's possible?
or should i just pursue my dreams[and get stressed up] & take double maths double sci?
like, help! i don't know..
i don't wanna end up like those unexpected ones..
sigh =( god bless me. god bless u readers (:

oh oh .. i got a pic!

nice? haha. emo-gothic. cool i love those tops (:
i'm currently finding a black jeans to suit it. suggestions? xD
okay. i end here for now. byebye (:

-iraaa (:

2007-02-20T10:33:00.000+08:00

hey readers. thanks for viewing my blog (:
remember to tag before u leave..
if u want me to link u.. pls leave your url at the tagboard (:
thank you so much, i appreciate it.
okay back to proper blogging (:

i'm so glad that i am my old self now..
now i just need my girls with me..
yea, back to my old life.. means.. a 'all-girls-only' life
some of u might ask.. 'why not go to an all girls sch then?'
oh god, i wish. but there are pros&cons doing that
i'm not gonna go in-depth about that..

heyhey, i wont forget the guys in my life.. no worries (:
i won't forget old friends too (:
okay so now i'm just gonna clear up this mess..
dont know how.. but just go with the flow..
always stay low..
hmm.. then i concentrate all the way for my mid-year
streaming is really important..
i thought about what all the teachers have said to me..
mr heng, mdm fauziah.. cikgu yasmin..ms goh?
i will put in more effort right now..
dont wish to see myself in 3NA next year
or else i'm so gonna be dead. i can imagine what'll happen
if that happens.. ppl around me, u guys will help me right?
& i thank you for that. *bows*

okay. i hate to leave, but i have to.
gotta rush on my hmwk for tuition..
gonna start in half an hour or so..
ciao =)
happy lunar new year to all my chinese friends & to my fellow readers
heh. (:
take care sexy people.
iraaa xD

2007-02-19T14:49:00.000+08:00

i'm going back to my old life..
back to my early days of sec 1..
that's how i am.. the real me..
dont like it, im so sorry.. but i must do this..

[you're always on my mind all the time
on my mind, believe it]

-ira ):

2007-02-18T15:34:00.000+08:00

i wanna thank rockstar, maui girl, zelaquentes & gothika
thanks .. u guys really know how to cheer me up..
not forgetting others too..
but this 4 really really.. my closest.. sorry to get u guys involved..
sigh..sorry ='(

[kini maafkanlah aku
bila ku menjadi bisu
kepada darimu..]

bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayangku akan hilang

if you love somebody could we be this strong
i willl fight to win, our love will conquer all
wouldn’t risk my love even just one night
our love will stay in my heart

my mum said last night.. "i won't regret putting u in girls home!"
those words really shook me
i have to get back to my old self.
even my dad said "i used to like u cos u always like to challenge with ur brother..
now.. what happen to u?"
yes, i admit im slacking..sigh.. i better not slack now..

oh tuhan ku cinta dia
berikanlah aku hidup
takkan ku sakiti dia
hukum aku bila terjadi

god is just testing our love..
testing me.. my life.. i have to be patient.. and endure..
thanks rockstar and ZQ for telling me to be patient..
rockstar, maybe someday.. i hope i can thank ur parents personally..
you are lucky to have them. never regret cherishing them alright?
rockstar, help me do this favour.. tell ur mum i said thank you and i will try..
and i hope u noe wad to say when my mum talk to u personally..
sigh.. sorry .. sorry liyana.. sorry shuhada..
soooo sorry.. all my fault..
sorry to my dearest parents.. i love u..will nvr stop loving u..
even when im gone.. my love will stay in your hearts. each and every
single one of you out there.. reading this..

[berdua denganmu
pasti lebih baik
aku yakin itu
bila sendiri
hati bagai langit
berselimut kabut]

goodbye people.. thanks alot.. & sorry .. i feel guilty..
-ira ):

2007-02-17T09:08:00.000+08:00

i've been curfew-ed..
after dismissal must come back home..
no more going out..
no more staying back..
no more shits..
please.. no more..
it's all my fault..
i did this.. and hurt those ppl i love..
sigh.. it's all my fault..
i've alot of ppl to thank
and also to apologise..
sigh.. they found out about us
it's all my fault
dearest rockstar, i'm damn sorry.
how i wish i could turn back time..
sigh.. i'm sorry.. i'm truly so sorry..
i wanna apologise to ppl i love most..
sorry to .. my parents [kill me please]
sorry to.. god
sorry to.. maui girl
sorry to.. gothika
sorry to.. dead rockstar
sorry to.. 1-5 '06 , 2-5'07
sorry to.. zelaquentes
sorry.. everyone. im pathetic. im hopeless , useless. im such a dumbass

i know i can't be forgiven..rockstar..hope u understand..
i cant even mix around with guys anymore..
there'll be spies everywhere.. but i hope u ppl understand..
my classmates.. dont worry k?
one more time.. girl's home im going..

just kill me la. sigh..in school u wont see me happy
unless im with my girls..sigh.sometimes i wish i can be with u again
but i think being friends is good enough..
as for rockstar.. im soooo sorry..pls do not wait anymore..
just be my close fren aite?
sigh, i've lost everything
now how am i suppose to gain it back?

EDITED: 10.35am 17 feb 07
sampai menutup mata - acha septriasa

[embun di pagi buta
menebarkan bau asa
detik demi detik ku hitung
inikah saat ku pergi

oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
berikanlah aku hidup
takkan ku sakiti dia
hukum aku bila terjadi

aku tak mudah untuk mencintai
aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
aku tak mudah mengatakan
aku jatuh cinta

senandungku hanya untuk cinta
tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
sampai ku menutup mata
cintaku sampai ku menutup mata

oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
berikanlah aku hidup
takkan ku sakiti dia
hukum aku bila terjadi

aku tak mudah untuk mencintai
aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
aku tak mudah mengatakan
aku jatuh cinta

senandungku hanya untuk cinta
tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
sampai ku menutup mata
cintaku sampai ku menutup mata]

i've lost him. gonna lose another him. sighh..
ku butuh cinta yg pernah hilang dariku..

end.
-ira ):

2007-02-12T21:30:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 5.45 today to do art..
so yea.. i bathe first la..
6.05 i came out from the bathroom
i straight away chiong my art ah..
so i got ready ah.. went out of the house by 7.05
oh gosh! that was the latest time i went out of the house!
then i msg dear saying i've reached already
he still on the way T.T
so i just go in ah.. in the end i'll see him later =P
so yea.. blah blah blah
8am start maths common test
damn, i think i minus 5 marks already
but so far.. i think it's... easy. =x
after 9, art lesson =.= like wth.
need to do layouts again..
so yea i chiong my 12 boxes ah..
& i decided to hand it up by 4pm
& i told dear about it as well

MATHS!
hmm.. wahh.. my headache was killing me for fuck's sake! =x
i can't seem to concentrate on anything..
ughhh.. whatever.. let's skip..

recess/CCT
what do u expect?

home econs
we made sardine roll xD yay.. nice heh liyana said it's really nice =D

AFTER SCHOOL ~
so yea.. after sch. sat at canteen.. doing my art.
liyana and dear accompanied me. followed by shuhada..
aww i was with the 3 ppl i love most
the ones i can't live without <3
so yea.. blah3.. skip2 la..lol
end of story.. now let's get on with this..

dear <3
aww thank u so much for helping me just now..
i had a sudden relapse of _______
thank u so much for being there..
i was really feeling weak.. it was not a pretence
not a test. & i'm missin' u soooo much now
MWAHSSSS ~~ love u loads (:

take care fellow readers *
-ira (:

2007-02-11T13:24:00.000+08:00

he is the one i used to hate
i had that feeling, i was afraid
because of that, i made him wait
he is one of a kind
maybe one that'll never find,
a replacement i shall never make
i'm afraid that some hearts will break
he is the one i wanna see when i'm awake =D

written by me, yours truly, ira (:
copyrighted leh. hehe

takecare* mwahs ♥

2007-02-10T21:03:00.000+08:00

& THIS IS TO ALL MY LOVED ONES =D
HAPPY EARLY SOON-TO-BE VALENTINES DAY!! YAY <3

2007-02-07T20:06:00.000+08:00

no one will ever know how i feel inside..
with the exception of god.
will you be able to tell?
deep inside, there's this emo disease
capturing me [yeah yeah..whatever bitches]
now i've become someone else..
it's like.. unfair.
why are ALOT of people around me so damn lucky?
i really envy you guys. & of cos i love u too.
i never believe in what i couldn't see..
i never open my heart to all the possibilities..
take care.
-ira =|

2007-02-05T20:43:00.000+08:00

hey. hmm.. today start sch at 8.30 for lower sec
upper sec got common test. maths. awww
heh next fri then our turn =.=
booooo~
kay skip.
first lesson, maths. gahh math test tmr. wth
then.. music. mdm poh, you're so damn sian la!
recess, CCT skip.
science/bio .. hmm so-so la.
geog-MRS FONG NEVER COME~ YAHOOO =D

kk la.. i gotta go..
bye
-ira (:

p.s if only he knew.. ='(

2007-02-03T20:35:00.000+08:00

my dear
i really must say that i'm sorry my dear
i'm sincerely so sorry..
i know i've hurt u alot..
but i don't know.. i really..
hais.. no words can describe how i feel right now..
i just miss you dear.. very much
and what i've done is such a loss
i can't believe i did it..
if u dont want me back, just say it
and i'll accept it..
right now i just feel broken, just like u..
i am sincere about my feelings.
if u doubt me, then there's nth i can do..

-ira
i love you dear. ='(

2007-02-02T21:51:00.000+08:00

hey. 2nd feb already. so fast.. heh
so yea. i changing specs =D
red colour.thick.heh then i'll have another specs..
temporary ah.. it's pink.nerdy.heh
by tmr my nerdy one will collect
by wed the other one i love so much will collect
i think so ah.. heh
YAY FINALLY!!
will update more in my life later.
byebye.

-ira

2007-01-29T20:19:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 7 today
i was soooo reluctant to wake up ahh..
feeling sleepy what.. haha
then i bathe ah.. what else?
haha.. i got ready by 7.45
i checked my phone..
dear called me at 7.06 =.=
lol. yea, miss call.
so i left my house
then faster wanna reach school la..
at yew tee, GUESS WHO I SAW WITH HER BOYFRIEND?
shuhada!! and her beloved.. haha
at first i was like, hmm shes so familiar..
so i sms her.. asking.. "am i behind u?"
then she turn around ..
HAHA! I AM RIGHT! THAT CUTE GIRL!! <3
so i told her i need to lincah la..
and they're both ngah lovey-dovey so i dont wanna disturb ah..
hehehehe =P
LONG LIVE ADA & AZMI LA!! <3
SKIP!

so i met him at the bus stop ah..
wahhh first time arrive at the same time =D
hehehe..it's meant to be =D
chey. haha!
so we went in the school la..
it was around 8.10
still so early..that's what i said to him
hahaha..so we sat at the staircase near library there..
and talk talk talk la..
by 8.25 i go up hall already la.. for lower sec
SKIP!

first period is maths..
we were all like.. where's the teacher?!
lol. who cares. haha!
and then we found out that our timetable change
due to mrs lim's maternity leave
and to suit ms ong's schedule
ms ong will be our replacement as maths teacher
til mid year exam. good or bad? you decide.
so first period actually art..
yay we had free period ah..
means.. ART HAND IN NEXT WEDNESDAY!!!
YES. MORE TIME =D

second period.. MATHS!
wahh change already.
ms ong came in ah..
then had maths. okay la.. damn.

after that recess. skip to class contact time
went up to level 4 to meet dear.
haha. gave him a nice hug =D
ahahahaaa <3

okay SKIP

don't wish to talk about home econs.
it sucks la.

SKIP~

waited for dear after 3..
so we went to limbang ah..
haha very funny la.
he keep bullying me..
so i bullied him back la.. haha

so i reached home at 5.15
then go bathe la.. do homework la..
haiyoo it's such a nightmare to go back home
seriously!!! suck.

okay la. i shall stop here.
til then.chow.take care <3

- ira (:

song; this time - jojo

2007-01-27T17:26:00.000+08:00

;too personal survey-

would you kiss the last person u kissed again?
- yeah.

How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have
told you they love you?
- all. but i'm not sure if it's for real..

Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?
- will i?

Are you crushing on someone?
- why should i when i already have him?

Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
- err..i think so la.

Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
- err.. i think so =x

Are you happier single or in a relationship?
- depends..seriously.

Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
- nope, my feelings are all pure & sincere

Have you ever had your heart broken?
- duh.

Have you ever broken someone's heart??
- i don't really wish to do it.. but i think i did before.. =x

Have u talk to any of ur exs?
- yea..

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
- yeap. but i'm quite comfortable with where i am now.

Think any of your exs feel the same?
- i don't know.

Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
- am i a good girlfriend? sorry if i'm a lousy one..

Have you dated people who were not good to you?
- nope.

Have you been in an abusive relationship?
- dots. no

Have you dated someone older than you?
- duh. i mean, of course. =D

Younger?
- nope.

Do you believe in second chances?
- yes =D

Do you Believe in love at first sight?
- sometimes.

Ever been given an engagement ring?
- err..no.

Do you want to get married?
- not now.

Has anyone ever told you they wanted to
marry you?
- hmm. who wants to marry me anyway? =D

Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
- why should i when i already him?

Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
- YES! OF COURSE! DUHHHHH

okay end of survey..i did it just to kill time la.
and i wanna be more personal now..
so..yea..
to my dearest, i'm not sure if you'll be reading this..
but i just wanna say.. i wanna be there for you whenever it's needed
and i hope you'll be there for me too..
all i'm asking for... is you.
i love you (:
anything, just beep or ring me :]
and thanks for the cute blue monster xD

song; digital love - daft punk
5.26pm saturday 270107
ohhh happy one month anni to my phone, nokia 5300 <3

- - ira (:

2007-01-26T16:32:00.000+08:00

who was your last..

1. person[s] u hang out with?
; err.. shuhada? heh.

2. person u rode in a car with?
; family la.

3. person u went to the movies with?
; ...

4. person u went to the mall with?
; went to lot one with shuhada ytdae..

5. last person that made u laugh?
; errr.. LISA!! & liyana <3

6. person you cried about?
; dots.

7. person you texted?
; shuhada

8. commented?
; don't know.

9. hugged?
; cHIEW TONG!! MUAHHHS <3

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

1. do you like someone?
; dots la..

2. sun or moon?
; meet me tonight by the moonlight.. haha!

3. winter or fall?
; neither. haha

4. left or right?
; to the left. to the right. RIGHT!

5. 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends?
; err.. anything la.. my 2 best friends are definately shuhada&liyana <3

6. sunny or rainy?
; neither.

7. vanilla ice cream or chocolate?
; CHOCOLATE!

ABOUT YOU

1. what time is it?
; err. this isn't about me. LOL 3:55pm

2. what is your first name?
; nurul.

3. where do u wanna live?
; singapore. HAHA!

4. how many kids do u want?
; will i be able to reproduce? hahaha..

5. what will u name them?
; err..

6. when do u wanna get married?
; by 22? lol dont know la..

7. have u ever eaten spam?
; what?

8. favorite ice-cream?
; anything.

9. how many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet?
; merepek. HAHA

10. do u cook?
; currently, i suck at it.

11. current mood?
; tired. mood-less i guess..

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS.. HAVE YOU...

1. kissed someone?
; nope.

2. prayed?
; pray? sembahyang la.. lol

3. been hugged?
; yes!! chiew tong <3

4. felt stupid?
; nope. felt worthless, yes.

5. missed someone?
; duh. =D

6. danced crazy?
; did i? LOL i think my friends suits this..

[where's 7 and 8?]

9. cried?
; abit. just a bit..in class =.=

10. laughed?
; YES! THOSE RETARDS MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE MADDDD WOMAN!! hahaha

RANDOM QUESTIONS!!

1. have you ever been searched by cops?
; nope

2. have a dog?
; no la..

3. when was the last time u when sleeping?
; last night.

4. would u rather sleep with someone else or alone?
; i sleep with my maid.. i sleep on bed she sleep on floor with tilam

5. do you believe in ghosts?
; i'll only believe til i see one.. and of cos i dont wanna see..

phew.. finally done the survey..
feeling kinda bored now..
so that's why i do ahh..
hmm.. today is friday. end at 12
woke up at 6 left house at 7
met shuhada at yew tee mrt by 7.10
so we started walking ah..
we reached there by 7.20
woah didnt noe we walked quite fast
LOL..hmm..so yea..met jelyn along the way too
so while going up to 2nd floor
i saw farah.. omg she was crying!
so i had to comfort her..it's my duty anyway..
i told her "your tears worth alot, it's precious. don't cry for anything.."
yea, i comfort ppl.. but i myself dont know how to solve my own problems..
ape da syahirah ni.. haha
caryn noticed that i'm still mad
cos i hit my table with my bag..
gawd, i didnt noe wads up with me just now..

okay let's skip that ~
eng lesson = BORING as usual.. ms tay failed getting all our attention
mt lesson = boring.. regent should allow colourful socks la!!
recess = nothing much ah..
class contact time = received our class photos.. omg <3
maths = TEST! aiyooo hoping to get 14/20 la.. 14 is my fave number =D

LOL did i tell u guys that i got 14/30 for my compo?
not only i failed.. but it's 14!! HAHAHAHA
yes, i'll work harder.
wow, what a long post.. thanks to the survey..
lol.. whoever wanna do.. just do la =D
hehehe.. i shall be ending here.. toodles
take care everyone :D
- ira (:

song; one more time - daft punk
4.32pm 260107 friday

2007-01-23T18:13:00.000+08:00

hey.. what's up?
today end at 2pm..
i met up with him after his assembly la..
i just wanna say sorry to him..
for all the things i did to him..
i should have controlled my anger.
SKIP!

today had lit la..
this poem in our lit book damn nice seh..

i want you to tell me
knowing me made all the differences
that if i had never intruded in your life
like a thief in the night,
seized possession
as deftly as only love can
you would've remained a vagrant house
with its lights turned out,
a vague breath,
thats waits for the clock
to be pushed back
as though memories alone..
could appease the solitude in your bones..

a singaporean poet wrote this!! wonderful <3
hmm.. so ms fern told us this is a message to his lover
solitude means loneliness.. awww =(

okay la.. i'll just end here..
"all it took , was one look.. for a dream to come true.."
i can't take my eyes off you - high school musical soundtrack

-iraaa loves you (:

2007-01-22T17:57:00.000+08:00

hey.. so sorry lack of updates..
good news, my comp is back >=D
hehehehhee.
hmm.. the past week has been amazing.
wait wait, amazing? okay2 only la..
so i had 2 physics test just now..
aiyoooo..confirm fail la..
maybe just pass? not good enough
oh hey ppl, hope u like sorry's not gd enough by mcfly..
its such a sad song =(
yes i know, im a saddistic... emo la! hahaha
oh oh oh! i'm in love with pencinta wanita by irwansyah
omggggggg ~ ♥
this wed homec test!! wtf.. pengsan la
and then this fri maths test chp 2
pengsan again.. =.=
okay i'm outta here..
oh ya.. sylvia, i hope ur cca will be successful!!
i'm cheering for u all the way =D
and i sooooo wanna be part of it (:
you guys are really like my sorority sisters xD
WOOOHOO~~
okay, cya ppl. <3

-iraaa
song; pain - three days grace

2007-01-14T15:10:00.000+08:00

my 13 min survey =D

1. Start Time
# 2.34pm

2. Name
# syahirah (:

3. Astrology sign
# Leo (:

4. Gender
# Female.

5. Eye color
# black..

6. Favorite color
# red, black, white, grey, silver, gold, blue, pink, purple, orange..

7. Glasses
# i look nerdy =x

9. Location
# my house la.

10. Single or taken
# dots la.

11. Sibling's name
# ____ T.T
*HAVE YOU EVER*
12. Cut your own hair?
# err. no

13. Done something in the past month
that you regret?
# dont wish to think about the past =D

14. Skipped school?
# eh number 14!! i'm not so bad to skip sch okay!!

15. Bungee-jumped?
# haha

16. Punched someone?
# i wish i can do it to my bro..

17. Cheated on a test?
# how about talk during a test? cos that's what i did

18. Been arrested?
# i'm too guai to be arrested =D

19. broke into someones house?
# dots la

20. Been rejected?
# don't wanna know

21. Been to a funeral?
# yes. to my grandma, i miss you.

22. Used a lighter?
# ____

23. Been on stage?
# yes. once.. i have stage fright la

*FAVORITE*
24. Season
# nothing.

25. Food
# you! i wanna eat you :D hahahaha!!

26. Ice cream flavor
# Chocolate lor xD

27. Candy
# anything

29. Person
# my cute twin , liyana & shuhada <3 they're all my cuties ♥

30. Book
# Archie Digest Magazine/sweet valley

31. Song
# wtf, alot la.. i suggest u listen to christina aguilera's hurt if you're sad. if u hate someone, then listen to i hate everything about you - three days grace

32. River
# cry me a river.

33. Place
# vivo city , lot one , 2-5 classroom <3, yew tee

34. Sport to watch on tv
# ....

35. Disney movie
# High School muscial!! read it and weep, cheetah girls, wendy wu: homecoming warrior and alot more!!

36. Disney Princess
# cinderella, cos shes perfect

37. Name for a son
# will i ever have one? no =.=

38. Name for a daughter
# will i ever have one? no =.=

*DO YOU PREFER*
39. Chocolate or vanilla?
# chocolate!!!

40. Coffee or Capp.?
# milo. haha

41. Do you prefer one night stands or
long relationships?
# long relationships la

42.Cats or dogs?
# cats!!!!!

43. Scary movies or comedies?
# both.. but prefer comedies and action-packed

44. Short or long hair on the
preffered sex?
# duno.

45. Croutons or bacon bits?
# ___

*FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND*
46. chainsaw
# wtf?

47. School
# my cuties!! i've mentioned who they are earlier of this survey..

48. Cows
# MOOO~ xD

49. Canada
# canadian

50. Mouse
# rats.. eee =x

51. Hand
# handsome? LOL!!

*THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU*
52. Talked on the phone?
# haha. you can ask him =D

53. Watched a movie?
# nah.

54. Cried?
# nope. i'm happy because of him =D

56. Drank a glass of water?
# duh! =.=

58. Read a book or magazine?
# newspaper la... haha

59. Watched TV?
# yes. MTV

60. Looked in the mirror?
# i saw an ugly-looking mirror image of me

61. Taken a shower?
# wtf la =.= of cos la

62. Taken a picture?
# yea..

63. Listened to music?
# duh. =D

64. Told someone you love them?
# i love you you you you!! does that count? haha.

65. Watched a football game on tv?
# boring la..

finished: 2.47pm

that is for those who still dont know me well yet..
if anyone of you know me, feel free to approach me la
i won't bite =D
okay so today had my religious sch..
nothing interesting hppnd la..
i was just yawning all the way
damn tired.. haha!! but nvm it's okay..
hahaha.. okay la bye ~
p.s i'm campsick!! 2-5 oi! xD

-ira (:

2007-01-13T11:53:00.000+08:00

okay.. sec 2 camp so shiok la..
i really2 miss the instructors now..
camp high achievers rocks (:
the mud bath is disgusting but its good for us[eh?]
didnt manage to do flying fox =(
but i did the rock climbing and absiel xD
and 2-5 is really united now xD
hope it will stay like this forever..
love you 2-5 <3

okay skippppppppp ~

start of something new
vanessa hudgens{gabriella} & zac efron{troy} [high school musical]
i dedicate this song to whoever feels this way..

Troy: livin' in my own world
didn't understand
that anything can happen
when you take a chance

gabriella: i never believed in
what i couldn't see
i never opened my heart [oh]
to all the possibilities [ooooh]

both: i know

gabriella: that something has changed

both: never felt this way

gabriella: and right here tonight

both: this could be the

chorus

both: start of something new

gabriella: it feels so right

both: to be here with you [oh]
and now .. lookin' in your eyes
i feel in my heart [feel in my heart]
the start of something new [oh..yeah..]

troy: now who would ever thought that

both: we'd both be here tonight [oh] yeah

gabriella: and the world looks so much brighter [brighter,brighter]

gabriella: with you by my side [by my side]

both: i know that something has changed
never felt this way
i know it's for real
this could be the

chorus

start of something new
it feels so right to be here with you.. Oh
and now lookin' in your eyes
i feel in my heart
the start of something new

troy: i never knew that it could happen
till it happened to me [ohh yeah]

both: i didn't know it before but now
it's easy to see .. yeahhhh

chorus

both: it's the start of something new
it feels so right to be here with you.. Oh
and now.. Lookin' in your eyes
i feel in my heart..

that it's the start of something new
it feels so right [to be here with you]
ohh. and now.. lookin' in your eyes
i feel in my heart..

gabriella: the start of something new
troy: start of something new
both: start of something new...

awww, seriously i think this song is sooooo sweet <3
it's from high school musical by the way..
nothing much to say..

drop a heart , break a name ;
-ira loves you (:

2007-01-09T15:50:00.000+08:00

hello people[omg that reminded me of ms jocelyn tay..HAHA]
omg, mondays&tuesdays are sooooooo fuckin' boring.
i cant wait for camp..
but no hp allowed =(
wtf la. lol
i saw _________
and i hate ________
only my friends know what im talking about
so byebye* wont update cos of camp. be back on 12th

-ira

2007-01-06T17:02:00.000+08:00

saturday already.
my head is spinning
all the words came out naturally
what a saddistic
didn't expect it to be boring
like trust me.
now, let's do a debate
{what kind of rubbish am i thinking about?}

do you think i will ever change the song in my blog?
well, you know what. i'm thinking about what to put next.
ahhh i love from first to last <3 they're punk-rock and screamo

here are the songs i put in the past:
if we were a movie - miley cyrus
lips of an angel - hinder
ticket outta loserville - son of dork
memory - sugarcult[not sure if i put]
headstrong - ashley tisdale
stuck in america - sugarcult
now adding to the list is obviously..
emily - from first to last (:

okay, what should i put? +44 or three days grace?
AHHHH!! okay, i pick +44
i don't know why.
since i already put 'when your heart stops beating' at friendster,
i'll put another song from +44
so which will it be?
please tag at my tagboard for your opinions (:
choice #1 - little death
choice #2 - no it isn't
choice #3 - 155
choice #4 - lycanthrope

hope you guys will help me make a decision (:
you don't really have to listen to the songs..
just help me choose one xD
thanks alot :D
oh, gotta go now
byebye*

-ira

[u]i'll be there when your heart stops beating[/u]

2007-01-05T17:26:00.000+08:00

it's not my fault - written by me {syahirah}
[yes, i wrote it all by myself , no stealing please]

i'm livin' life like do i care
how i wish i can go anywhere
will there be anyone with me?
how i wish that you could see,
what's all around and inside of me

nobody ever cared, i might say
you think i like but i hate
they treated him better
but treat me worse
he's becoming cleverer
while i'm just a loser

chorus
is it just me?
or do i lack of something?
is it just me?
or do i have a problem?
they're so many left unsaid
but what's the point anyway
they wouldn't care less
what's up with the mess?
is is just me?
or is that the truth?
is it just me?
or i'm lacking of proof

it's not my fault that it went wrong
what's the point of this whole song?
this is definately to you
and for us too
how i wish you can see the inside of him
and yes, i'll be waiting.

i didn't really want this to happen
but you made it
so,

chorus
is it just me?
or do i lack of something?
is it just me?
or do i have a problem?
they're so many left unsaid
but what's the point anyway
they wouldn't care less
what's up with the mess?
is is just me?
or is that the truth?
is it just me?
or i'm lacking of proof..

what must i do to get your attention?
what about our affection?
it's not my fault that you're broken
it's because of your desperation
i've never had that intention
tell me the truth, what's wrong with me?

chorus (2x)
is it just me?
or do i lack of something?
is it just me?
or do i have a problem?
they're so many left unsaid
but what's the point anyway
they wouldn't care less
what's up with the mess?
is is just me?
or is that the truth?
is it just me?
or i'm lacking of proof..

i'm sorry, but it's not my fault..

END OF SONG!! phew.. yes i typed that on the spot
it's all about someone who feels that life is unfair
everybody turning their back on you
and you're left alone
hmm.. i sort of experience this before..
'til now
aiya.. i'm emo. and so be it then
everyone has feelings yea?
so if you dont have,
fuck you. haha, just kidding
gotta go...byebye*

-ira

2007-01-04T21:11:00.000+08:00

2nd day of sch not bad ah.
duno y i feel so stressed..
ugh.. that teacher don't trust me seh.
wth! my dad already email to you and principal ah!
hope she'll be scared.
byebye*

ira-

2007-01-03T20:39:00.000+08:00

3rd jan 07
HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY FARAH AMIRAH AND LIYANA!!!

2007-01-02T11:42:00.000+08:00

happy 2nd jan 07!
now doing my mt journal..
haha everything all last minute la
i bet some people don't bother to do
HAHA right? hehe
later afternoon will do maths o.O
sigh so many sia from maths..
totally lazy & it's so tough!
i gave up on science
maybe will try art later
i'm so damn confused with what to do
sigh.. stressed girl..
RELAXXXXX HAVE FUN!!
lol aiya my songs something wrong la
damn frustrated!! ugh!!!
okay la.. need to get back on my hmwk..
see ya in school my fellow classmates :]
-ira

2007-01-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! (:
may 2007 be a blessful year of us, me & you
not looking forward to school..
happy 1st jan 07 ♥

-ira

2006-12-31T11:14:00.000+08:00

hello..
omg the 2007 is arriving
that is so fuckin' fast.
oh ya..
selamat hari raya haji kepada semua
yang faham bahasa melayu.
kalau tidak, tidak apa-apa la.
lol okay back to this..
erm.. i decided to listen to abit more rock
as in.. err emo punk or alternative rock
or.. hardcore? i've already have one song in
my mind to replace my current song in this blog..
now.. my top 5 in 2006
drum rolls please.. *drum rolls*

top 5 stupid things my bro had done in 2006 [i was there when it happened]
5) i don't know.. fill in the blanks yourself. haha oh ya.. he call me stupid.. stupid right? haha
4) his hair. no comment
3) didn't bring his receipt to collect his sec 3 books.. what the hell. lol
2) mistook a rectangular container for another container.. thats so stupid. haha
1) shaking his handphone.. mistook it for another thing.. funny sia..

okay that's it. my last entry for the year 2006..
let's wrap up everything.. and throw away
but i'll never forget those memories i had..
those ups & downs , highs & lows
my family, relatives, friends, classmates..
all those who know me.. thank you so much for being there for me
my fave girls: liyana&shuhada ♥ you guys are the BOMB <3
thank you.. thank you 2006
wanna thank those who give me a chance
and..
HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRRR, WELCOME 2007!!
lol. hope you guys enjoy your holidays..
i sure did.. except for homeworks..
well who cares.. & hope you like the song
it's called emily by from first to last

lyrics

Smiles and her laughter
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for a time
Regardless of our distance and our hope...grows greater
Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time
...the only thing that I've been waiting for.

I hope it's something worth the waiting
'Cause it's the only time that I ever feel real
Thunder storms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily

She's simple yet confusing
Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble
Days seem like years in this month of December
The winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep
And never will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me

I hope it's something worth the waiting
It's the only time that I ever feel real
'Cause thunder storms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily,
There's no one in the world like Emily.

kinda long post.. especially for 31 dec ♥
okay signing off from blogger now..
bye and hope you guys still remember me ^.^
- - syahirah

2006-12-29T19:52:00.000+08:00

hello.. sorry for the lack of update..
i just came back from tanjung pinang, indonesia
hmm.. wow alot of things happened for the past few days..
how to describe it all? wow? not wow? dots?
oh yea.. before i forget..
HEY YOU PEOPLE!! I CHANGE MY HP NUMBER!!
cos i change hp.. heh heh not gonna reveal it
til the first day of school..lol
wanna keep secret la..
nudge me on msn if you want my new number
oh ya, i bought a black & white top
inspired by wenhui's top <3
hers nicer la :D
school gonna re-open soon..
excited? not? dont know what's the feeling.
okay, i'm feeling kinda weird right now..
so i'll guess i'll see ya later..
toodles
-ira
29/12/06 7:52pm friday night [o.O]

2006-12-24T10:10:00.000+08:00

today is the 24th..
omg time flies so fast..
okay ytdae on the 23rd,
my family & i went to harbourfront centre
first, we ate at the banquet
i dont really know what to eat..
so i just go along with chicken rice
so my mum ordered 2 chicken rice 2 chicken noodle
by the way, there's four of us..
after that, went up to BIG megastore
in search of new desktop and laptop
skip skip skip ~
my mum bought a 2GB thumbdrive
for $59.90 [real price $100+]
then she wanted me to queue
to the cashier.. and i did..
while queueing, i let this lady
& her child to go first..
then you know what she say?
"you go first la.. later you say i jump queue!"
what the hell. it doesn't pay to be nice AT ALL!
i'm so mad >=( she spoil my mood T.T
skip skip skip ~
after that, went to bukit timah COURTS
mum & dad bought laptop, new desktop, fax machine
& one chair for bro's room xD
then went back home..
the end for 23/12/06

TODAY! 24th
i woke up at 7.30am
don't know why i woke up so early..
so i bathe.. [duh]
after that on the computer..
and hear i am listening to songs
while typing this..
oh oh oh! i found a few ex-lasallians
going to regent! welcome :D
aww.. i gotta go.. toodles xD

-ira

2006-12-22T12:59:00.000+08:00

hello
i have nothing much to say..
i'm gonna go grab a bite..
hungry xP
so.. bye (:
OH WAIT! i forgot xD
congrats to all the p6 2006
for your new school
hope you're happy with what you've got
anyone of you going to regent?
regent is not that bad actually..
p6 lasallians '06, know anyone
who is going to regent? lol.
please tell me (:
i'm so kay-poh. HAHA
don't worry , i won't bite x]
heh heh. toodles (:
-ira (:
song; hurt - christina aguilera
22 dec 06 , friday
12:59pm

2006-12-20T13:55:00.000+08:00

this is to all who still doesn't know me well yet..
first, i'm syahirah (duh) =.=
you'll know what i like & what i hate from now on..
i like to be treated the way people want me to treat them
if you treat me well, i'll treat you better
treat me bad, i'll treat you worse.
DON'T EVER FORCE ME TO DO THINGS THAT I DON'T WANNA DO
i'm sure you don't like it if i force you..
don't act as if you're the best in the world
these kinda people are so... ughhhh *vomits*
i like people who took their initiative to say sorry
even though it's not their fault.
i hate people who lie to me
& i hate lying to others..
i HATE people who does not apologise
for WHATEVER they've done to me
once again, DO NOT FORCE ME!!
cos i'll really really really get mad
but, if force me to say sorry..
maybe i will..
cos yea im a forgiving person ^.^
i'm friendly too.. i don't bite anyone..
you can just talk to me if u need someone..
i may not be your answer,
but i can make u feel better xD
SKIP!

top 11 bands in 2006 (my choice, of cos)
11) hinder
10) evanescence
9) AFI
8) nickelback
7) all-american rejects
6) son of dork
5) panic! at the disco
4) mcfly
3) sugarcult
2) fall out boy
1) my chemical romance

note: it's just my opinions..
& these 11 are the first things that came to my mind
but it's really hard to choose..

top 20 songs i keep on playing in 2006 (according to playcounts)
oh and btw, it is according to the
number of plays in my windows media player
DRUMROLLS!!
20) ashley tisdale - kiss the girl ; 32 plays
19) evanescence - call me when you're sober ; 32 plays
18) JoJo - coming for you ; 33 plays
17) zac efron/andrew seeley - getcha head in the game ; 33 plays
16) ashley tisdale feat. andrew seeley - someday my prince will come ; 35 plays
15) high school musical cast - we're all in this together ; 35 plays
14) vanessa hudgens - when there was me & you ; 35 plays
13) vanessa hudgens - too emotional ; 35 plays
12) miley cyrus - best of both worlds ; 36 plays
11) ashley tisdale & lucas grabeel - bop to the top ; 36 plays
10) miley cyrus - i've got nerve ; 37 plays
9) zac, ashley, vanessa & lucas - i can't take my eyes off you ; 37 plays
8) zac efron & vanessa hudgens - breaking free ; 37 plays
7) vanessa hudgens - make you mine ; 38 plays
6) vanessa hudgens - don't talk ; 38 plays
5) ashley tisdale & lucas grabeel - what i've been looking for ; 39 days
4) zac efron & vanessa hudgens - what i've been looking for(reprise) ; 40 plays
3) zac efron & vanessa hudgens - start of something new ; 41 plays
2) my chemical romance - welcome to the black parade ; 44 plays
1) miley cyrus - if we were a movie ; 78 plays

oh my goodness.. high school musical & hannah montana
[which is by miley] totally rule this countdown!
okay i'll end here for today..
tomorrow maybe i'll update..
and erm.. you get to know my list of top 20
in 2006.. like events.. happenings..
ya know.. that stuffs.. so.. toodles xD
song; ashley tisdale - kiss the girl
20 dec 2006 [happy 16th birthday JOJO!!]
1:55pm ; ira

2006-12-17T10:24:00.000+08:00

hello..
so today is the 17th
omg it's 17th already?!
gosh. nevermind..
okay i already described all the girls in my class..
now the guys turn >=)
heh heh heh

class 1-5 '06 GUYS
dont mind the bad stuff ah..
i'm just being lame >.<

27) joel - damn irritating.. he's our mr bean look-a-like though
28) eugene - hahaha the smallest boy.. shy, small but has that attitude
29) carlo - my horse! *neighs* HAHA. he does that sometimes..
30) herman - nice guy, the tallest guy in our class..i think
31) javan - kinda irritating, but helps me alot too =)
32) jonathan - i've known him since p5.. but i still don't know him well.. all i noe is, he's good in science..
33) boon hoo - haha.. my best friend.. what can i say? xD
34) benjamin - erm. what to say about him?
35) lewis - he is known as 'airpork' HAHA =x
36) ashraf - known as bangla sweeper =x
37) yan hao - stand up for himself.. good or bad? you decide.
38) francis - we will miss you.. BADLY!!! x(
39) royl - my good friend.. i'll miss you buddy x(
40) velan - he has multiple nicknames.. you name it

okay done! finally..
so my whole class done..
after that what ah?
maybe i'll do my own top 10 countdown
my own fave songs in 2006
together with top 5 events that happened in 1-5 '06
also our top 5 teachers
& maybe top 5 lamest things we've done
LOL okay la.. bye

song; stuck in america - sugarcult
17th december 2006
10:24am sunday

- syahirah

2006-12-16T11:19:00.000+08:00

hello..
about yesterday.. [15/12/06]
went shopping with mum @ causeway point
we reached at about 1pm
went in john little..
bought new sch bag..
it's black (:
and very cute.. haha
i dont mind a lil bit of childish
but then.. it's cute (:
of cos mum bought things for herself yea xD
then we went in kiddy's palace
to buy something for mum's friend
who gave birth a few months ago..
i bought my goggles too
it's black (:
for next year's swimming lessons..
lol..
& i bought my swimming costume there..
since it's kiddy palace..
so my size is XL
HAHAHAHA.
but yea, it's nice (:
mainly blue xP
aww, i want flat printed shoes x(
they're all so niceeeee
haha. okay skip skip
went to popular as well
so crowded T.T
bought my stationeries..
not sure if i want a new pencilbox..
i dont think so..
but i want a flat pencilbox
so that it won't take up so much space in my bag T.T
okay SKIPPPPPPP
in the end, we ate at burger king
i got a couple of pics..
but lazy to upload =.=
heh heh xP
okay enough about yesterday..

TODAY! 16-12-06
wah so fast saturday..
so fast mid-dec!
homework? lazy sia =x
woke up at 7.45
on the comp & just do my usual stuffs..
i'm not sure why i wake up so early..
weird. haha
right now i'm just sitting down here
typing all this out..
after this, gonna go wash up
and then.. EAT!
at the same time, watch tv..
then.. go shop buy bread..
and it shall be continued..

16 dec 06 saturday
11.17am
- ira ;
song; drive - vanessa hudgens

i learned that strength is something you choose

2006-12-15T12:50:00.000+08:00

hello.
yesterday 14th dec..[omg its 14!]
at around 2pm met up with wenhui
this time training with her & yuinping
so yea we taught her how to catch the ball properly..
as in.. strong hands (:
then..landing foot must be correct..
or else you call it 'stepping'
okay so we got bored la..
we decided to go gym xD
and so we did..
wah wenhui 'ran' 2.5km sia!
she does have that stamina =)
we left at around 4.30pm
it's so damn tiring..
haha but will get used to it (:
then we go mcdonalds to get air-con
hahaha
wenhui bought hot fudge sundae
me & yuinping never buy anything..
yea in the end we all go home..
5pm then reach home..

TODAY ~ 15 dec , friday
woke up at 7 plus to play comp
haha i'm an early bird xD
then i wanna sign in on windows live msngr
they said cannot..
it's not the latest =.=
wah piang.. i using 8.1 sia!
still not latest?!
ahhh..nevermind..
so yea mom told me we're going to causeway point..
atleast go out not sitting around here..
doing nothing.. except for staring at mcfly!!
lol. haha i'm obsessed.
okay.. i'm off.

song; love like winter - AFI
15 december 2006 , friday
12.50pm

; iraaa -

2006-12-13T19:31:00.000+08:00

hello! xD
today is so fun but tiring! haha
go wenhui's blog and it's all written there
heres the funny thing..
wenhui told me to meet her at her block downstairs..
so i went there..
then i was like "eh? no one?"
then she sms me.. "where are u? i at ur block downstairs!"
i laughed.. HAHA. i at her block she at my block..funny la..
i replied to her "im at ur block!!"
then she told me to meet at the traffic light there..
yup, saw her pretty face xD
incase u dont know, me & wenhui live 4 blocks away from each other
but our hearts are inseperable xP HAHA. very funny
we met up with elaine at yew tee mrt
at around 11 plus?! haha.
elaine actually waited for us for very long..
then she called me.. so i told her to come down again =x
yea then we go gym.. i mean.. me&wenhui go gym
elaine go run on the track..
so we went seperate ways..
okay, so going in the gym cost $1.50 =.=
so we started off by using the running machine..
then we like " wahh the swimming pool so nice siaa.. "
seriously, i wanna feel the water again..
next, we just train our muscles there la..
then around 12.30 we "checked out".. lol
then we decided to run the track!
practice for sports day xD
wenhui ran 200m first..
her timing is very fast!
about 32sec! good job!
then i ran 100m [part of 4x100m baton relay]
only 22.9 sec =.=
wtf, i'm so slow! need to train more x]
no la, i'm not going for 100m race
wenhui & elaine will represent resilience house!
maximum only two from each house..
wenhui going for 200m too..
the 3 of us going for 4x100m..
sylvia will complete the 4x100m team 1.
we actually have resilience house 4x100m team 2..
they got fourth this year [2006]
hope they can get atleast 3rd next yr..
not only they get medal, more points for resilience xP
maybe i should go for 400m individual..
since no one from resilience house..
hope i can qualify..
wish me luck ppl xD
so my main goal is below 1 min for 400m individual
AND 4x100 baton relay.. haha x]
sports day 2006
resilience house [sylvia,elaine,wenhui & me]
ran 4x100m baton relay..
we got FIRST!! with timing 1 min 1 sec
we broke the school's record!!
next yr we're aiming for 59 sec or below!!
so i think tomorrow we go gym again..
and then after that go track
to practice 200m [for wenhui]
400m for me xP
with the timing la..
do u think that i should go for 200m?
wenhui used to be from track&field..
thank god i have her to give me tips on running x]
well,netball needs alot of stamina too..
okay enough about this.. very long..haha
we went to mcdonalds to eat la..
haha.. overall today is fun ^.^
i'll update tomorrow..i think..lol
goodbye and take care xD
- s y a h i r a h (:
song; too emotional - vanessa hudgens
13 dec 06 7:31pm

2006-12-10T01:16:00.000+08:00

hello!!
how's the holidays people?
haha.. mine is just great..
regenites! have u guys checked out regentuniform.blogspot.com?
if u havent, pls read wad it has written there..
woohoo can wear sport shoe with any colour xD
more details there..

hmm..now that 2006 is ending..
let me sum up everything about my class..
secondary 1/5 '06 GIRLS
p.s no offence ah =x

1. abigail - she is clever..but what's up with the big bag? =x
2. esther - a cheerful, loud & friendly girl xD
3. elaine - sporty and helpful
4. joanna - the bootylicious xP HAHAHAHA!!
5. debbie - smart, a nice prefect..almost perfect! x]
6. elizabeth - smart, clever..doesnt talk much..
7. chiew tong - brave[i think la..lol]
8. jelyn - our cute and out-going chairperson xD
9. lisa - friendly & smart x]
10. marianne - don't wish to say it..=x but shes a braniac la..
11. navneet - clever, smart, braniac, ms perfect x)
12. liyana - she's my EVERYTHING!!! i love her til the end of everything =)
13. munirah - pretty & fun
14. farah - smiles alot..that's great..bringing happiness to us x)
15. syahirah - yours truly.. i can't judge myself
16. hock huey - 15&16 forever <3 shes so sexy.. haha!
17. marcia - trustworthy , friendly
18. christabel - a genius
19. sylvia - a dancer with the moves
20. eunice - cute & smart girl.. lol
21. qiu li - don't mess with her.. she's cute =P
22. caryn - rough tough *cough*
23. jun yee - a girl with high socks =x
24. valerie - she's average. wait, who wants to be average?
25. verna - very damn chio! (:
26. jie xin - a cutie pie! <3

okay that's all for today..
toodles <3
song; come get some - rooster
9 dec '06 9:16am
s y a h i r a h =)

2006-12-02T02:42:00.000+08:00

hello. yesterday went shopping at the expo mega sale..
lol. mom bought new pair of sch shoes for me & wallet
i found out that in late dec i will be out of singapore..
so yea.. i'll come back at around.. 1st jan? should be.
haha i hope to buy new bag.. & cut my hair. lol
lmao so yea.. i'm bored =] whatever. hehe
toodles <3
current song; i don't love you - my chemical romance

love;
syahirah (:

2006-11-21T01:45:00.000+08:00

hello there..
francis' farewell party went great !!
we had alot of fun and laughters..
hahaha.. we even took neoprint twice..
erm.. for chiewy & marianne.. thrice..
lol..
okay i'm gonna put some of the pics i took..

hh, me & boon
boon is such a retard! hahaha

hock huey!! hahaha.

candid ashraf & javan! haha xD

candid jx & hh !! lol xP

okay that's all.. actually got some more la..
joanna candid.. but later she scold me..
haha. but its really funny & cute..
hor joanna ? hahaha xD
' ' -ira <3 you.
9:45am 20 nov 06

2006-11-20T00:23:00.000+08:00

hello! good morning! hehe
hmm.. so yea i got a new phone..
nokia 6111 but 2nd hand la..
it's white & silver in colour..
sigh.. no memory card x(
but i still keep my 512mb memory card..
just incase change phone again..
to something better la eh.. hehe
the memory for this phone only about..
approximately 25mb only?!
so maximum i put 5 songs only..
but nvm.. maybe next yr change fone..
hehe.. so must start saving $$$
okay laa. time for me to CHAO! lol bye xD
mp3; hannah montana -- i've got nerve

-- ira *

2006-11-19T03:35:00.000+08:00

sigh.. i haven't start on any homework at all..
seriously, no mood.. no fun at all.. (lol?)
hmm.. yeah.whatever.byebye.
hopefully will update tomorrow..i think.
i hope i can get a new phone too =x

" if i should lose your love,
shame on me.. "
-- vanessa hudgens {lose your love}

2006-11-14T02:15:00.000+08:00

the holidays are so boring..

2006-11-08T01:11:00.000+08:00

hello. haha, i've changed blogskin.. thanks to designer[-ambulance]
all the credits are below there...
thanks to WENHUI for the music player buttons xD
i find this blogskin kinda cute.. so i took it xD hehehe
and i love the colours.. haha.
hope u enjoy the music dat i put..
its currently one of my fave songs..
after that maybe i'll put one of vanessa hudgens' songs
from her debut album , V
haha. so thats it for now.. i updated cos of u ppl xD hehehe

song; too little too late - JoJo
` ira. & whatever will be, will be-

2006-10-31T04:53:00.000+08:00

hello you sexaye ppl ! lol
how are u guys doin? good? hehe.
holidays are finally here - for sec schs laa .. lol
i'm not sure wad else to say..
hmm.. so far rite now im feelin the pain at my back =x
sigh.. dont worry about me okay?
toodles.

-ira! ♥

2006-10-26T07:05:00.000+08:00

helloooo..
SELAMAT HARI RAYE !! MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN !!
sigh x(
im not supposed to be blogging today..
but im feelin' bored.. so i update la.
alaa .. tmr last dae of sch .. im gonna miss you 1-5 '06
and the rest of regenites .. lol
somebody get me outta regent sec. NOW! =x

♥ -ira! (:

2006-10-24T03:19:00.000+08:00

hello. im not in a good mood today..
well guess what? i've been "identified" to go for panel meeting..
panel meeting is where you discuss about how to improve
on your academic performances based on end of yr results..
there will be a few teachers together with your form teacher
discussing about this stupid shit. i dont need anyone to tell me
how to improve.. yea call me stubborn, but really..
i can do this myself. thanks for the help teachers.
i appreciate it. but im still going to class 2-5 exp next yr.

UGHHH !! enough about that stupid panel.
totally ruined my mood for hari raya..
anyway , selamat hari raya kepada semue ..
maaf zahir batin ye..
saya ingin mohon maaf kalau tersilap ape2..
terckp bahasa kasar ke..
i apologised for whatever wrong i've done.
i regret it.. ALOT!
i'm sorry for blaming you for everything.
forgive me. to whoever.

TO MY CLOSE FRIENDS !!! ♥
liyana - thank you for being there for me whenever i need it.. and shes my story teller !! hahaha
shuhada - ahh .. my baby & laughing machine!! hahaha
hock huey - hey no. 16 !! woohoo i'll treasure our friendship forever xD
marcia & lisa - hey girls .. thanks for being with me since pri sch.. i love you xP
farah amirah - i still remember on first day of sec 1 .. u asked me to point out which one is my bro.. hahaha!!
jie xin - thank you for all your concern.. i care for you too x]
boon hoo - thank you for being my best buddie x] you're a real bro to me =)
herman - thanks for your concern.. i care for you too =D i hope u'll find ur happiness.. hehe
carlo - hahaha he is my horse .. cos he look like one !! haha
afif - thank you for being my friend. hahaha x] be glad you're mention here ! hehehe
may-en ; ahh . my laughing machine ! lol
yi ting - i miss you lady ! xD
nadia - i miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu <3>
ROYL !! haha thanks for treating me the other day.. weeeets xD
yan hao - thanks for wanting to give me lollipops.. lol xP

to the rest not mention , dont forget syahirah loves you ! xD hehehe
anyway , im ending here .. so .. toodles ! haha
mp3 player ; breaking free - zac efron & vanessa hudgens
once again , slmt hari raye maaf zahir batin ye..
lots of love,
-ira! (:

2006-10-21T02:59:00.000+08:00

hello.. i have a confession to make..
erm.. well i have backbone problems..
and err .. i dont think i can play sports anymore..
i dont wish to leave netball.. but..
if doc say so , then im forced to change cca..
but it is TO BE CONFIRMED..
i went for an xray before ..
theres a lil bit of crooked somewhere in the middle..
spine is the most important part of the human body..
once ur spinal cord is well .. broken .. you'll become paralysed.
but is mine dat serious ? i hope not..
on 16 nov , im going for scanning..
to wenhui and all other regent netballers..
if u guys are seeing this .. well.. i really duno wad to say..
i cant do any harsh trainings as for now ..
i dont even dare to bend down .. right now the pain is killing me..
i want to go for holiday netball trainings ..
but i guess i can only watch u guys train ..
im so sad. but i still love netball.

' ira. x(

2006-10-18T08:44:00.000+08:00

hello..
well , i duno wad to say..
things arent going so right..
things arent going so wrong..
im trying to think positive..
but i've been pissed.
ughhh , i hate this..
my EOY results are all so ... DEVASTATING!
can i make it to sec 2 exp next yr ? hope so.
gotta pray hard... must make it to 2-5 or 2-6 ..
well , u ppl good luck yea..
sigh..
` ira x(

2006-10-13T02:41:00.000+08:00

HELLO YOU SEXAYE PPL !! x]
ytdae [11/10] had maths paper 2..
it was abit tough la ..
alot of ppl depending on their paper 1 !
including me laa .. teehee.
well , im just hoping to maintain my A1...

TODAY!! [12/10]
had art exam todae ..
omg i nvr do finish my dotting =.=
sigh , we weren't allowed to do anything with our prep work..
only can refer to it to do our final piece of art.
well, i suck at art. but hey , atlst i tried.
there's no wrong in trying something , rite?
especially trying something dats good.

so, tmr no sch cos of marking day
& on monday got homec practical..
our final practical, HAMBURGER !! xD
oh ya , on monday compulsory must go sch seh.
bcos nid to check exam papers & marks.
sigh , im feelin' so excited & nervous laa.
I WISH U LUCK PPL !! x)

okay laa , dat's it for now. toodles! x]
COUNTDOWNS ! xD
hari raya: 12moredays;
2 mth anni: 24moredays;
end of sec one year: 14moredays;

lots of love,
` ira! (: ♥ zan x)

2006-10-10T04:57:00.000+08:00

hello .. how are u sexaye ppl ? LOL !! hmm had geog paper just now .. my head hurts man .. mom said i think too much .. issit ? lol .. geog paper was okay .. well , i did study for it okay ! LOL spent alot of time on question 1 for section c =___= then i was like .. hurrying up ?! i didn't get to do finish the paper .. well , atlst i did MAJORITY of it . lol =]

so , tmr lit first .. then maths paper 1 .. lit i think im gonna be okay with it .. must maintain my A1 yea .. LOL same goes for maths .. must maintain my A1 .. but i've a feeling that maths is gonna be alot tougher than mid year's .. sigh .. gd luck to u ppl who still have not finish their EOYs !! ughh . and im still havin' this stupidddddd headache . lmao T_T

so , short post for today .. LOL once again , good luck ppl !! teehee x) lalalas ..
mp3 player: too little too late - JoJo
countdown: 15 days {hari raya}
` -ira ! ♥ zan (:

2006-10-09T02:09:00.000+08:00

hello !! changed skin yea .. thanks to ice_angel !! lol . hmm .. wahh on monday geog paper seh .. sigh .. i hate this .. but yea .. must do well =/ if i dont do well in eng , lit and maths .. geog is the only subject i can depend on now .. science ? fat hope. i suck at science . sigh .. so yea .. some of u finish exams alrdy . so gooooooood can enjoy earlier than us =___= LOL

i have nothing much to say actually .. oh ya .. ydtae my niece's bday .. happy burfdae nisha !!
ur burfdae cake so cute !! teehee xP
lol today goin to break fast at my grandma's house .. hmm .. wonder wad we're gonna eat..
haha .

well , short post todae .. to all those in the mid of exams .. good luck !! & strive of the best yar ..
oooooooh oh oh ! im starting a countdown x] teehee.

countdown to hari raya ; 16 days.
listening to ; agnes monica - bilang saja

much love ;
` -ira. (: ♥ him. xD

2006-10-03T07:57:00.000+08:00

hello!
haha . duno y suddenly i feel happy n relieved..
im relieved dat mt paper 1&2 plus homec test over..
tmr eng .. i duno y i feel im not scared of it.. =X
but still must study .. but i duno wad to study.. lmao..
this comin' fri science .. omg .. sian subject can ?! =X

i still havent do finish art .. like .. wad am i suppose to do wif it ?!
i dont understand the layouts and everything ..
okay wadever .. any sian subject.. rahhs =X

just wanna say good luck to everybody for their finals !!
time to study hard and get promoted next yr..
hopefully to 2 exp (: for those sec 1 in regent.. lol
to class 1-5 '06..
i love you guys very3 much..
to those who are transferring out,
im gonna miss u guys..
study hard and gimme gd results yea ? teehee.
may we all get promoted together to sec 2 exp xD

to zan ,
i love you .
i miss you .
very xinfinite much .
one mnth anni comin'.. teehee xD

hugs & kisses ,
-ira! (:

mp3 player: im not missing you - stacie orrico

2006-10-02T04:05:00.000+08:00

hello ! its been awhile since i updated .. hmm..
CONGRATS TO HADY MIRZA FOR WINNING SINGAPORE IDOL TITLE !!
woohoo . he totally deserve it ! jon is a winner too yea..
i duno y.. but.. i think im getting addicted to hady.. lmao as a fan laa ! xD
he has the voice and everything.. wow! omg.. =x what a sweet smile!

haha .. and .. btw i cut my hair alrdy .. woots new hairstyle ..
obviously shorter than usual xD
something like joanna's[my classmate]
but my hair curly.. abit wavey.. =x

nowadays my life is back to normal .. but not so..
aiya.. duno how to say it actually..
i miss zan. like.. so much.. really! sigh..

anyway , im not going through emotions.
omg that is taken from stacie orrico's im not missing you
cool.. nice song .. shd put up here someday .. xD
shd put up the lyrics here too .. very nice lyrics..
okay , i'll end here .

i made a promise.
you made a promise.
so don't break it.
i promise to be faithful to you..
& i miss you so much.
do you feel the same?
i know i can trust you.

` -ira! ): iloveyou<3 but i learn to be happy x)

2006-09-26T08:51:00.000+08:00

hey..long time no blog!
nth much hppn today laa..
well actually we had homec practical today..
i swear , it was like my first time that i cooked something ON MY OWN =.=
so, it turned out to be...DISGUSTING.
no disgusting laa, aiya dun wanna sae =x

enough about that , i got new fone lerh . trade-in with my old fone =X
my dad paid $70 plus the memory card 512mb so i duno how much =X
my both parents are so dear to me xD
not 4getting DEAR as well <3 teehee xD

hmm..exam is like a week away . 2nd oct first paper .. which is MT T.T
lmao . so.. study hard ppl ! may my class , 1-5 '06 be promoted to SEC2 exp next yr xD
hahaha . okay laa . i'll stop here xD

listening to : bon jovi - you give love a bad name

` ira! (: loves him# xD

2006-09-16T23:47:00.000+08:00

hello ! it's been a few days since my last update..
hmm .. i'm feeling way much better now ! woohoo ! teehee xD
ytdae [15/9] was totally fantastic .. i miss class 1-5 !! ahaha ;P
ytdae had chemistry test straight away after recess .. 11am den start the paper .. ends at 11.35 laa .. but then the tcher very wad siaa .. she didnt even notice all of us cheat !! hahahaha aiya , i juz recovered wad , then u expect me to study ? & i left my book in class ah .. so i ask my fren beside me for some answers ah .. thanks verna & eunice & marcia & velan .. even though its wrong to do dat =P okay , nvm .. 4get it .. after chem test .. guess wad ?

ENGLISH TEST ! then i was like , wahlao . so many tests ?! den i ask mrs hintz , the english test contain wad .. u noe wad she say ? "only compre & summary writing.. " then i was like . HAH?!??! summary writing ?! how to do ?! i was panicking .. how can i be panicking when i myself noe how to do ? stupid rite ? ahahaha .. typical ira .. teehee .
then wahlao , it's actually last yr sec one's end of yr exam paper !! i was like looking at it with big eyes .. then ppl in my class oso start talking about the last yr paper .. i can't believe i left 2 questions blank !! i didnt have time laa . i did the rest though .. INCLUDING SUMMARY! hoping to get atleast 28-30/40 can ?! our class must high standard in english laa .. wad to do seh .. we didn't even choose to be in this class .. lmao .. oh ya , thanks carlo , marcia & verna for helping me in vocab .. hahaha ! mrs hintz never notice ! so , ytdae was great .. today? hmm..

TODAY ! 16 sept 2006

well , i'm still thinking of wad to cook for my homec practical which is next next week for ms jocelyn tay's grp which is grp 2 of class 1-5 .. phew .. got 9 days left to think about it .. plus buy the ingredients & steps on how to cook it ! any suggestions ppl ? nid to complete within 1 and a half hour including washing the sink , washing the frying pan all those and clean the stove all those .. of cos including cooking .. okay , stop talking about homec alrdy .. =x

right now , i'm just sitting here typing out all these and registering TAGGED and checkin' my emails and listening to music & of course , i miss him x) hahahas .
hmm , nth much to say ah .. later i haf religious class in the afternoon .. see if my family going out at nite .. so yea .. i'll update more soon . take care , love you ppl ! x) hehe buhbye ! xD

listening to : cassie - me&u
lots of love ,,
' -iraaa ! (: <3 zan . mwahs ! xD

2006-09-13T04:11:00.000+08:00

heylo .. today i nvr go sch cos went to SGH for xray .. my back pain ah .. in the end , my spine a lil bit of crooked siaa =X so i'm not going to netball for two weeks .. until next next tue[26/9] ..by then everyone has to stop their ccas cos got finals exams ... i think ahh =x

rest assured dat i'll take care of myself & hope to recover so dat i can train for netball again .. teehee . oh ya , the doctor gona arrange another appointment for me siaa .. must go to the wad doctor la .. forget the name .. =.=" start wif letter O i think .. a scientific term..

& here i am typing about just now .. nid to wait very long siaa even though i went der quite early at around 9+ am. okay , enough about this . i duno wad else to say .. so i'll just post some lyrics for ya .. hehe. today will be .. hmm .. let me see ..

MCFLY - I'VE GOT YOU

The world would be a lonely place
Without the one that puts a smile on your face
So hold me 'til the sun burns out
I won't be lonely when I'm down

[Chorus]
'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour feels much longer

I never doubted you at all
The stars collide, will you stand by and watch them fall? (by and watch them fall)
So hold me 'til the sky is clear
And whisper words of love right into my ear

[chorus]

Looking in your eyes
Hoping they won't cry
And even if you do
I'll be in bed so close to you
Hold you through the night
And you'll be unaware
But if you need me I'll be there

Yeah I got you
Oh to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour feels much longer
Yeah when I got you to make me feel better
When the nights are long they'll be easier together

okay , im done xD this song is for all mcfly lovers .. & to him too . hehe i've got you my dear ! woots . =P take care ppl , don't worry about me kay ? buhbyee <3 don't forget to tag xD

mp3 player: here without you - 3 doors down
-iraaa ! (: #loves&misses him. <3

2006-09-10T13:22:00.000+08:00

TAGGED BY WENHUI !

1. full name : nurul syahirah binte safarudin
2. name backwards : nidurafas etnib harihays lurun
3. meaning of name : nurul[bright] syahirah[not sure..i think its popular?! =x]
4. nickname : nurul , sya , ira , syira (:
5. screen name : -ira! on msn or xsyahirahx on habbo
6. D.O.B : 140893 xD
7. place of birth : singapore general hospital
8. nationality : singaporean
9. current location : in my house xP
10. star sign : LEO ! xD

11. religion: islam =]
12. height: 154cm =x
13. weight: 45-46kg
14. shoe size: 8 or 9?! =x
15. hair colour: naturally black =)

16. eye colour: guess . haha black laa
17. who do you look like: mixture of mom&dad <3
18. innie or outtie : huh? innie?! =x
19. lefty or righty : righty ! xD
20. gay , straight , bi or others: eh, come on laa .. lmao . straight laa

21. best friend: liyana&shuhada
22. best friend you trust most: liyana&shuhada
23. favourite pals: hock huey , wenhui , yuinping..
24. best friend of opposite sex: him laa ! hehe <3
25. best buddies: nadia , khaliesah , liyana , nabilah , syahirah , liana , asyiqah.. <3
26. boyfriend or girlfriend: i love you dear <3
27. crush : dear =D
28. parents: both laa ! lol =.-"
29. worst enemy: don't wish to have enemies..

30. favourite online guy: omg , of course him laa ! lmao =.=''
31. favourite online girl: shuhada&wenhui
32. craziest friend: liyana (:
33. advice friend: wenhui =] liyana , shuhada (:
34. loudest friend: duno sia =x
35. person you cry with: liyana?! & him [issit? =x]
36. any sister: nope.
37. any brother: yeap.
38. any pets: nope.
39. any disease: are u cursing me ?! no laa.. =X

40. pager: nahh
41. personal phone line: err...means? =x
42. phone: nokia 6101 =)
43. lave lamp: ?
44. pool or hot tube: eh , pool laa ! =X
45. a car: lexus =] or maybe ... nvm .. ahaa xD
46. your personality: ask him .. =)
47. driving: eh i want ! =x
48. room: wtf ? =x
49. what's missing ? something . someone . =D
50. school: regent secondary school =]

51. bed: my bed . haha
52. relationship with parents: everything is okay ..
53. believe in yourself: yea, i do . i must =)
54. believe in love at first sight: depends..
55. good listener: don't know . ask him ..
56. get along with parents: eh , of cos la ! =x
57. save e-mail convos: wad for ?!
58. pray: yea . i pray for me&him , my parents , my bro?! aiya .
59. believe in reincarnation: ...
60. make fun of people: sometimes

61. like to talk on the phone: yeap . especially with him . haha
62. want to get married: yes , of cos ! to him maybe xD
63. like to drive: hope can.
64. motion sickness: ..
65. eat stem of brocolli: ...
66. eat chicken with fork: do u really haf to noe..
67. dream in colours: huh..dream of him laa =P
68. type with your fingers on home role: ...
69. sleep with stuff animals: yeap. kitty! xD
70. next to you: hp , kitty! xD

71. on the walls of your room: nothing . there's only blue colour.
72. on your mousepad: go get me one xD
73. dream car: i think i mentioned earlier..
74. dream date: as long as im with him =]
75. dream honeymoon spot: have to ask him about this.. hehe
76. dream husband or wife: eh , him ! xD
77. bedtime: 10?! i think =x
78. under your bed: some stuffs =x
79. single most important questions: ...
80. bad time of the day: sitting around , missing him =x

81. your worst fear: losing him =x
82. the weather: ...
83. time: 10.15pm
84. date: 090906
85. best trick did on someone: ...
86. theme song: here without you - 3 doors down (:
87. hardest thing about growing up: ...
88. funniest experience: HAHAHA.
89. scariest experience: ...
90. silliest thing you have ever said: can't rmbr.
91. most desperate & funniest thing i have done to get the opposite sex: ...
92. scariest thing while you are with your friends: laugh out loud suddenly?! =x
93. worst feeling: missing him laa =x
94. best feelings in the world: of cos being loved by my dear (:

6 people to do this:

aiya , if u wan do , pls do . if dun wan , nvm (: hahas . enjoy my answers ppl ! hehe. i did this survey for like...half an hour?! lols. enjoy it (: hope he is looking at it now xD

yes dear , i really miss you . my kitty will remind me of u ! hehehe.. xD
dear , i love you & i'll never let you go .
but if i have to , boy i think that you should know
all the love we make , can never be erased
& i promise you that you will NEVER be replaced <3

okays , thats all for now.
-ira! (:

2006-09-06T03:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO ! decided to post todae xD
omg holidays so boring siaa .. lmao
omg . the turtle so cuteeeeeeeeee haha sigh,
steve irwin !! you will always be remembered ..
he is damn brave .. will be rmbrd for his braveness for wild crocs
-ONE MINUTE OF SILENCE-

okay , enough of dat .. hmm .. omg i wanna go out siaa ! sigh =x
so boring laa at home .. hows ur holidays so far peeps ?
lol . sigh , im just making u guys bored by reading this blog .. lmao !
hoping to go out wif shuhada today . shhh !! haha but duno where to go siaa . hmm nth much to say .. im gona post lyrics here (: today is jojo - never say goodbye

Never been in love
Cause a girl like me
Never had someone to care for
Never thought there could be
Someone special for me
And now I'm all in love
Cause a girl like me
Waited patiently for someone
Someone to care for me
And there will never be

(Chorus)
No more lonely, no more just me
I've been there before
Ain't goin no more
And now that you're here
I Never wanna say goodbye love
Never wanna be without you
No more cryin, no denyin'
I'm in love with you
And now that you're here I
I never wanna say goodbye love

Now it's time for me
To find out what the first time love could mean
Little scared but its cool
Cause it's worth it
Now I finally fell in love
And I know that it
Gots to be for real (So real)
It's the way that I feel
So come share my world with me
So there will never be

(Chorus)

So I'm standin here
Arms open wide
Ready to give my heart
I'm sure this time
Love's gonna last for life
Baby I know things change
And there might be some rain
But the clouds are gonna clear
And the sun is gonna shine again
Shine light on our love baby
So let's make it last forever

(Chorus)

Da da da da da Oh

there you go ! ahh , nice song x) haas . update more sooner or later . byes people ! omg im starting to follow ms jocelyn tay on the word 'people' haha !! okay laa . chao ! xD
listening to : scars - papa roach

IRA! (:

2006-08-27T12:03:00.000+08:00

heylo .. im so bored .. still haven do hmwk .. feelin lazy n tired after last nite's "kenduri" .. lol i duno how to translate dat in english .. but anyway , hope u guys are feelin awesome today .. LOL how i wish theres 3 days in the weekends .. hahahaa .. hmm .. nth much happen today .. its still in the afternoon .. lol last nite was fabolous .. I LOVE MY COUSINS !! yay we rawk <3 haha .. oops =x lol. omg tchrs day comin' ... cant wait to see all ex-lasallians and and and ! can give my fave tchrs gifts ! haha . hope to see mrs chua =D i really haf nth much to sae laa . im just tired .. i didnt noe sec 1 yr is damn tiring .. den wad about the future years to come ? sigh , nvm . BREATHE IN , BREATHE OUT . CHILL GERL . EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALRITE .. i suppose .. =x
mp3 player: 4ever - the veronicas

` ira! =] ; .iwas young, & in love. * sometimes love is addiction # // love you.

2006-08-25T09:32:00.000+08:00

HEYLO ppl xD hahas , updating for the sake of updating . LOL i tokin crap here .. okae so lets get on wif it .. hmm todae went to lot one wif shuhada .. AGAIN ! den we walked to sunshine place .. near laa . but not so near .. haha .. den very tiring siaaa .. =x lol den we walk back to lot one using the short cut .. LOL wahh , she treat me alot siaa . next time must really really treat her ! xD tmr we goin out again .. can treat her neoprint !!! LOL tmr goin causeway point x) i hope laa . hahas .. juz wanna sae happy belated burfdae to jelyn .. & happy bdae valerie .. hmm .. todae wahh very suay. aiya dont talk about it laa =x lalalaas xD tryin to get over him . yes , i can do it !! but then , lyk difficult laa . it shd be easy wad .. wtf man =x ALL THE GERLS STEPPIN' OUT FOR A PUBLIC AFFAIR !! lol , btw , all ex-lasallians !!! i goin back to delasalle next thur !! wo0ts . yea , get to c ur pretty faces xD haas . okae , i'll update'til here. toodles .
listening to : gone - kelly clarkson

# ` ira ! (: -sweet.temptation*

2006-08-21T01:35:00.000+08:00

hey ppl . wassup wif everyone ? lol , sry long time no post .. anyway i had a great time during my bdae [14 aug] i received alot of presents .. thanks liyana , chiew tong , wen hui , farah , syahirah , atikah , esther , jie xin , hock huey .. and alot more .. ESPECIALLY CLASS 1-5 '06 !!! LOVE YA GUYS !! THANKS FOR ALL UR WISHES !! MUACKS !! lol okay enuf about dat .. ytdae we had pesta sukan netball carnival . it totally suck man .. i mean .. we play against SENIORS ya noe .. totally spoil my mood .. but i will have to improve myself more and be a better player !! aiming to get the centre pass or first pass . ahaas xD actually we did okay laa . the seniors standard is really damn high & did u all see how singapore sports sch play ?!?! damn fast . wahh seh =x but nvm ! we can try more harder next time .. right now we juz nid to work on our weakness ! my weakness is always hide behind my opponent . must improve !!! jiayou regent netball C division !!! we can do it !! yea ! lol anyway got back my maths common test result .. got 30/40 same as wenhui DEARRRRR !!! lols , dear arh , HIGH FIVE ! lols , but still can score higher xD nothing much to say laa . just ... stay happy everyone !! xD
listening to : hear me - kelly clarkson

SYAHIRAH! (: <3 - out for a public affair - ahaa xD

2006-08-14T06:21:00.000+08:00

FIREWORKS RAWKS !!

YEAP , it rawks xD haas . very nice n romantic <333>last nite was the best !!!! <3 stuffs =".="">then later do abit of mt .. for those dat i duno , atlst liyana can teach me . hahahaha xP erm , okay . i duno wad to say laa . tmr got netball training ! yeahs . hope everything will go smoothly .. pesta sukan coming oso !! hmm . i hope u ppl out der are doing fine too . btw , last nite went to capitol to see the fireworks . shuhada smsed me sayin she saw me . but i didnt see her ! sigh , im blind . haas =x sry babe =x rahhs , tmr my bdae =.= hope nth will spoil my mood . haas . okay , thats it for today . toodles ~
listenin to : edge of seventeen - lindsay lohan x)

syahirah ! (: - tomorrow ! x) 140893 }} 13 yrs .

2006-08-13T02:53:00.000+08:00

hey peeps . sigh , im so bored laa . haas . i cant wait to see fireworks later !!! goin wif my dear relatives <3 but first , gotta go to my religious sch first .. sigh , im kinda lazy to do my hmwk .. so sunday den i do . haas got mt hmwk [alot seh] not alot laa . i mean .. argh , nvm . =x okay okay , sigh , still bored after so many hours of playing comp .. but chattin wif frens laa . sigh , i cant stop sighing larr ! sry peeps =x sigh , i gotta go . cya later sexaye ppl ! haha xD

syira - 2 more days ! xD

2006-08-10T13:34:00.000+08:00

hey .. 8th aug -> happy bdae liyana ! lol yea todae was fun xD except for the ceremony of national day thingy .. so boring laa =x hahas , den at class all the gerls unite to sing LIYANA a bdae song xD harhars . farah say next mondae she gona sing for me too =.-" aiya , farah , if u seein this , dont need larhs . i prefer presents ! LOL kiddin laa xD haas , so .. in the end i walked home wif liyana even though she suppose to go wif farah hani =.-" lols , nvm . i duno how it ended up lyk dat . LOL okay so while walking , we were reminded of the 'LOVELY' memories we haf for the past 7 months [jan-july la.lol] -end of 080806- *EDITED* -090806- lol so i continue .. haha . den again , i dun wan go sch on monday lah ! ltr so paiseh =x sigh ,, omg . i seriously need a new earpiece for my mp3!! rahhs ! so fast spoil =.-" sigh , nvm . will get new one (: lol , i hope so =S sigh , nth much i can say la . LOL happy bdae singapore xD oh ya . i got a newborn cousin !! wahh so lucky born on 9 aug. wo0ts .congrats ! xD oh , its a gerl xD haas . hope to c her soon . bye ppl !
listening to : dont speak - no doubt
lots of l0ve,,
syahirahhhhhhhhhhhhhh <3 xD

2006-08-08T12:41:00.000+08:00

hey . haf i told you guys dat during the weekends [5th & 6th aug] i went to indonesia ?! lol i only lyk the shopping part ! haha okay wont go in-depth about it .. haha .. okay movin on to 7th aug which is ytdae ,, on a mondae ! lol maths common test !! omg , i nvr study how ? i juz flip through txtbk and n0tebook ! plus my maths A , maths B and maths C lol ! sigh ,, after dat got homec plus geog .. den after recess ... wah seh maths re-test ?! yeap.a re-test.LOL dun really haf to study laa . only 5 qns ?!! hahas . hope will get full marks de =x sigh , i really really really HATE malay lessons . thank god tmr half day and wed no sch cos of national day ! phew , this really save my life man ! hahas . now deciding whether i shud go back to delasalle anot tmr .. =x i end at 10am [sure will drag wan !] and delasalle end at 10 oso .. sigh ,, hey i g2g stop here for now .. cya later ppls ! take care and buhbyeeeeeeeeeee <3
listening to : a little less sixteen candles , a lil more 'touch me' by fall out boy

# syira - COUNTDOWN ! 7 more days xD

2006-08-07T12:06:00.000+08:00

heylos . okay .. now is 6th aug liao .. but i gona post wad happened on 4th aug which is last friday . lol so after sch on fri , i went wif sylvia cos i goin back to delasalle , den joined may-en and wei qin ! lol , and den wah seh , cant enter ! nid to have teacher's permission ! wtf ! =x so yea , we got feddup waiting .. lisa n sylvia went back to sch cos got ELDS and den me . May-en and weiqin go lot one xD lalas . den we go take neoprints as usual ! lol =x hahas , we went to the $9 machine ! its so nice can ! hahas , and both of dem deco the neo very nice !! (: lol , we sacrified alot juz for the neo .. haha ! lol , weiqin got msg saying can enter delasalle !! but in the end , may-en gotta go home . x( so me and weiqin went back .. den can enter ! [hahas , before dat i met nadia .. LOL] but then weiqin gotta go .. sad x( so me n nadia went in cos of ms devi !! haha thanks yea ? xD so went in .. omg saw mr yeo and ms tay ! i damn happy siaa ! lol miss them loads can ! hehe .. then one more teacher wanna find .. mr arshid ! lol our last yr malay teacher .. we were lyk . wth is he ?! lol actually he went for malay competition .. we waited until 5 plus juz to see him !?! lols so yeaa , next tue goin back again ! cos of national day ! haha on the 4th its cos of BE YOURSELF DAY ! lol a very special for us <3 lalalas ~ i stop here bahhs . on tue i'll talk about the weekends plus wad happen[ed] tmr[monday] so yea, buhbye .. take care ppl <3
listening to : wait a minute - pussycat dolls feat. timbaland

# syira - COUNTDOWN ! 8 more days ! ; xD

2006-08-04T08:03:00.000+08:00

hey .. haha today in class quite fun . i mean .. i love 1/5 lots !! they're the most precious thang i haf in dis world .. other than pri sch frens and all those laa .. hehe we have a family tree in our class !! lol !! but i created my own too : francisDADDY , carynDAUGHTER , liyanaSISTER , yanhaoBIGBRO , munirahBIGSIS , christabelSIS , farahAUNTIE , ashrafBRO , jiexinSIS , hock hueySIS , carloBRO , hermanBRO , boon hooBRO , velanBRO , joelBRO , estherAHMA , vernaSIS , marciaSIS and many more .. haha alot of sis and bro .. hehe , one five rawks (: we're together as one lyk a family xD go go go onefive !! =D haas , pesta sukan comin' !! nevous and excited siaa . omg =x lols ,, sigh , i gotta go soon .. sry short post .. oh yea , chiew tong , if ur reading this , sry tmr then i link u okays ? sry n thanks . have a great day ppl . love <3
listening to : i want you to want me - lindsay lohan

# syira - 11 more days to my bdae ! xD ;;

2006-08-01T10:23:00.000+08:00

hey ppls !! wow omg .. alot of things happened today .. so interesting !! haha okay lets start off wif wad time i woke up .. 5.30 or so .. dats the time i woke up ?! hais , dman early .. cant go back to slp oso .. duno why ,, hehs . so i hurry up get ready .. wait wait , do i nid to hurry ?! lyk omg . it was about 6.40am liaos .. i spent the time doing my homec/art leh .. not forgetting bathe and doing my hair laa . hehehe YEA so .. i went out of my house lyk about ... 6.50 and i didnt know my dad was waiting to drive me to sch !! i was lyk " heng arh .. dun nid to get wet.." haha !! so reach sch about 7 or so .. i saw marianne[LOL] den ask her about homec thingy .. sigh .. we not doing hamburger lor !! unfair siaa .. den next wk do sewing liaos . I WAN CHANGE PARTNER ! =x okay so me and marianne were the first to enter the class .. i think i saw munirah downstairs .. LOL =x next came ROYL !! lol he so nice he gimme chocolate and more sweets ! haha <3 thanks royl .. okay lemme fast forward abit .. dun wana tok about while waiting for mr heng and mr zahed to arrive in my class[1/5] .. sigh ,, homec quite boring .. listen to ms jocelyn tay ... after dat geog ! omg i hurry go toilet .. urgent lehs !! =x phew , only one period .. nvr really pay attention .. boring ahh mrs fong ! =x den recess .. yay can escape from reality ! lols i crazy liao .. =x omg todae oral kinda sux .. i mean its okay laa .. i was nervous .. den when i strart talking hor ,, no more nervous leh !! wahh phew its over !! wenhui waited for me outside the class .. den we go lot one together !! hehehe we WALKED there xD sigh , my leg tired lehh . and got mud !? wenhui !!! lols nvm it was fun (: so went to minitoons and bought winnie the pooh wif glasses for wenhui , mickey mouse for jelyn and small black shoe for liyana !! lol it cost around $15 or less laa .. den i bought my own stuffs at popular .. omg i spent alot lehs =x nid money to pay for my hp bills oso .. sigh ,, nvm .. haha .. so yea went back to wenhui ,, i sent her home .. den i went to lot one AGAIN ! =x this time go alone .. LOL omg , guess who i saw ? cant tell here ,, sigh ,, my heart aches .. okay nvm forget about it .. stay happy (: okay lahs , i g2g do hmwk liaos .. buhbyee
listening to : leave [get out] - JoJo
countdown : 14 MORE DAYS TO MY BURFDAE !! WEEEEHEEEEE XP

# syira - love ya ppl ! ;

2006-07-31T03:40:00.000+08:00

heylos .. syahirah from syira-.blogspot.com here .. AGAIN i decided to change my url .. this time abit more .. anger ?! lols . tear your heart mahs .. haha i got it from scars by paparoach (: nice song ! lols .. i didnt put it in my mp3 player though .. haas xD hope u all enjoy the songs der !! haha .. hmm .. the blogskin nice rite ? thanks to joanna the designer (: hmm .. today short post .. cos gonna go off soon .. hey hey ,, singapore idol rite .. finally emilee kang is out !! woo hoo !! damn happy siaa !! hahas . shes a total lounge singer =x no offence for those hu lyk her ! good job to nurul , paul and the others ! lols .. oh yea , rmbr to tag yeas ? i edited the taggyboardie .. i love those colours ! haas ,, didnt really match wif the skin .. but nvm ! haha wanna sae happi belated bdae to WENHUI dear !! haas . hope everytink will go smoothly for u .. and the rest of you (: okay i g2g now .. buhbyeee
listening to : cascada - everytime we touch *
COUNTDOWN ! 15 more days to my bdae .. hehe xD

# syira ;